hello,friends.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

ehh.. i just opened the cd of the supernumerary and the challenge quest.
wahlau.. loads of candid shots taken la... shoepid... i hate it wen
people take candid shots of me.. most of the time its imperfect..
or rather shall i say.. i am never perfect.. well no one does la.. but still...
can be improved like... can jus ask me to stand still and take my photo
instead rite.. just hopin the cd wont be passed around to the ncc peeps la..
or else.. reputation drop sia!!

now im wondering.. why cant i put in any photos...
thats so screwed.. wahlau.. see...
when i got the mood, things jus dun go the way i want it to.
this is sickening man... life been great.. but suck at times...
it usually happens when someone jus go againts ure way..
ya.. people got their own way.. i admit.. but at times.... it have to go ure way man.
this is unfair.. and ending up its ure fault? ... more unfair..

some people dun wanna mention who...
blame me for what hapened...
she saed she understand me and understand what im going through...
are u sure u know me well? ... i dun even knoe u n der u are...
everyone have their own problem..
as for me.. i need time to recover.. jus give me time..
and u.. keep bothering me with ure smses..
u promised to sms me less often.. but wen i dun reply.. again, u saed its my fault..

yeah... some people may know who im referrin to...
some people know why i hate this person so much... and im sure
u know why... and reali sure u dun like it too...
really2... wats her problem man? .. i cant accept the fact that u are using wrong
words to express ure thoughts.. it all sounds like my fault.. now ure getting a
wrong idea of me.. jus because u wanted to be my god sister...
everyone know i dun fancy this kind of shit.. i dun fancy kids man..not that i dun.. i jus cant...
its just me.. im too used to talkin to people older den me and not wayyy younger than me.. n furthermore..
ure like 3 years younger!!! and ure behavior is totally kiddy man... i dun mind
those matured ones and have the same mindset.. and tats so not u!!!
yess la.. i may be playful... my behavior i can mention is not so mature la..
but.. i know my limits la... wahlau... i jus cant.. just cant.... get the fact that its not that i dun care bout u, i do but ure jus gettin on my nerve! jus buzz off my life..

u want to end our relationship? ... since when do i have a relationship with u? ..
thats the main question...! i didnt ask for it.. u did...
so shuddup and go away! i dun bother to reply ure msges animore...
and why did u even msg me in the morning jus now/ .. guilty? ..
i guess so.. cos im way much ure senior... me too wld feel guilty if i were to do that...
im so not replying... jus remember.... u and me... nothing more.. ure just my cadet.
TaTs iT! ok. thankew!

ok.. now waiting for my mum to go outhmm... so sleepy... hahahaks! the pictures stil cannot be put in... so sian

Feeza the Great @
4/23/2006 06:34:00 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

ok.. life can make it? ..
maybe sometimes cannot also.
jus now i went to the aerogreen farm! haha
its located in kranji.. funny seh!
u all dun believe i went there ah?
wahpiang! its like one of the best experience la..
hahaa! its my geography field study.
we learn about aeroponics.
anyone interested to know about it?...
haha! call me directly at 91- - - - 24
hahaa! ok. lame!
Those who knows my number, jus shuddup..
those who dun.. keep guessin..
i have the world most complicated number!!!
hahaa! ... so well, jus now we got a free sample
of lettuce drink la.. damn nice i swear..
but some minahfied saed it wasnt.. hahaa!
monkey u... hahaa! Lucky it wasnt a dare!
what if.. it was one? abess!! no chance!
oreo cheesecake straight away ahh!

hahaa! .. so well now, im doink my bio presentation powerpoint.
lame. but i tink its nice...
cs background orange.. duhh! hahaa!
which other colour that i fancy most? ... NO..
hahaa! ok. shuddup.. so i bought the drink 1 more bottle for
my mum.. havent tell her yet that its in the fridge.
so aniway..

That day.. got the SYF rehearsal sia..
so lynette.. what did we learn? ..
hahaa! wheee~
kawalan kehormatan, akan tembak fudijua, isikan, peluru!
Hormat! sedia...... TEMBAK!

hahaha.. ok... now fond different colour already...
mak kau!!! rabakk.. so nvm...

Penat sehh... so well.. i think im ending it herre...next time got photo, den i post it up ok..
actualli got alreadi ahh.. but den ah, i lazy to
connect the usb to the com la.. haha!

taking care people.. '
im hungry!
womb dropping!

Feeza the Great @
4/21/2006 01:13:00 AM

Friday, April 14, 2006

RECENT PHOTOS.
IM BORED...

Feeza the Great @
4/14/2006 02:20:00 PM

SPEECH DAY PHOTOS

Feeza the Great @
4/14/2006 02:13:00 PM

hmm... good friday....
have to scrifice my time to go johor...
wahlau.. but like what the hell...
have to attend tuition today at 8. crap.
ok.. so soon im gonna bathe and get ready...
am i late? .. will the be jams? ... haiyaaa....
see me tmr alrite.... missin u guys aniwayy...
wasted!

THURSDAY 130406

Speech Day

ok. speech day was cool.
no one fainted.
the priza presentation was fun.
i had fun. she had fun too.
take loads of pictures.
try to upload some soon.
get scolded for wooing in the crowd.
not the prper occasion.. hahaa!
we knew that la... but the whole thing is damn dead...
so decided to brightened things up.. hahaa!
ncc rawks ok.

Things went wrong after whole thing is over.
no one turned up.
i repeat!...
No one...

Thats not the only problem...
Ncc got a very big humiliation..
where are we suppose to hide our face? ..
part A... don't mention....
u all gonna be screwed when i get my energy back..
and the day where i can keep those tears behind my eyes..
everything gonna be hell... get me clear...
does not mean im easy to break down u guys can step
over my head.. esp. to the girl who message me and
expect to have my reply on the spot...
LISTEN!

i have a life and my life is not my phone.
u fucking want to quit NCC, go and fuck away from my life and stop fucking bothering me.
so what fucking if u dun get choosen for all the things?
so what fucking if u dun get what u wanT?
cant u fucking try harder and fucking fuck ureself?
so u tink im the head i can fucking do everything to make sure u fucking get what u want?
ure fucking wrong girl.
and that not the fucking reason to quit ncc.
u better stay on.
dun just stay on cos im fucking arnd andd 2006 ncc cadets are arnd.
u fucking dun understand my emotions and there u are fucking my mood upside down!
im pissed.

so part D's.
this saturday ya.
hope to see all faces turning up.
m sorry if i have not done my best,.
i need ure support alrite.
u guys ae still the best in my eyes.
ma'am may have lose hope on us..
but im sure... she will change her mind.
help me in this.

Thanks Rifah, idah, iman, an, kak nura, feeq, hanah, hasinah, belo..

Thanks for being there yest in he time of need...
realli need those words of motivation to go on..
thanks again... u guys just rawk my world..

WEDNESDAY.. 110406

SYF REHEARSAL

Rehearsal great.
fun. though its hot.
new experience.
new drills.
new friends.
syiok.

tuition at 8.
im late.
im screwed.
came backed and get screwed up.
never go for tuition.
fining a make up lesson.
ok. got it.
so its on friday at 8.

found a new friend that nite.
hahaa! came to my house to print out
some stuff... helloo girll..
ouh ya.. forget to ask for ure name..
gee... from broadrick secc
not far.. hehee!

ok.. till here.. il try uploading the photos one day ok..
see ya people.. maybe tmr.. k? ... im off to johor now!

Feeza the Great @
4/14/2006 01:37:00 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

im Blogging on this girl today....
i cant recall how many times i blogged on her cos its too much too mentioned..
My last task on her in my TIMETABLE (haha) is to Murder her and stab her till death.
Please make ure last wish before i come to Bedok South and knock onto your door..
You DONT mention to me about the TIMETABLE anymore cos... hahaa!
or else... il shoot u during FIDIJUA in SYF!

u might be the lucky one to be shot at... instead of pointing up...
i might jus tilt my rifle down cos u have to be in front of me cos ure shorter!!!! hahaa!
wooohooo! 1-0 hahaa

u better revise your literature well before the GEORGE from dunnoe where come and stab u before i do... GEORGE from our history book might wake up from the dead..

taking care

Feeza the Great @
4/12/2006 01:39:00 PM

Sunday, April 9, 2006

yesterday... went to do project...
yeah.. naz n soyah.. count on me!
i'll do it.. dun worry..
billions of thanks to soyah for accompanying
me to eat.. hehee! ure a great friend girl.. sorry to left
u like that... it was unplanned...

so well.. we went plaza singapura, esplanade den back
to marina square... den had to leave...
haiya... mom saed we're going to swenson..
but posponed cos my grandma
is still at home so definitly not leaving her alone at home...

so today! sundayy!!

no proper plans..
my cuzin had to do her coursework n needed my comp..
so i had to monitor her...
well.. its just over..
she was on the comp 6 hours ago.. glad she finish her work!
fewh!!

now... a treat for me....
IM GOING SWENSON!

see ya people... i'l update again...

kak nura.. il update on u another time..

Love u!!! hehehee

im gonna miss u ... pls dun leave....

Feeza the Great @
4/09/2006 10:36:00 PM

Wednesday, April 5, 2006

tired
shagged
sleepy
bored
ahh!
nothing
to
talk
about.
i
lead
a
boring
life.
you
know
me
well
but
thanks
to
the
friends
i have
that
made
everything
the
way
i
want
it
to
be..
u
all
rawk
my
world!!

white
Ranger
Sighning
off~

hahaa!
dream on!

Feeza the Great @
4/05/2006 12:47:00 PM

Sunday, April 2, 2006

im suppose to blog on her.. - atiqah..
hahaa! sound so not sincere heh..
dun worry..im sincere...

well atiqah.. ure the greatest great of the great...
but still remain.. hafizah the great la...
u know what? .. its been 4 years i know u...
This sound like a testimonial..
but not... how can i ever write a testimonial 4 u in here!
id rather publish it in the news! ahhh...
tats more like it... see...
im so nice... u treat me well... i will treat u well..
7 months heh.. what a big number...
amazing! we cld last!

hahaa!joke or what... its been 4 years la girl!
tats long... 4 years to have u in my class!
Miricle do happens... Thats what we call fate!
ahahaa! ... u know... sometime,
u are just such pain!
are u sure u know zahidah not? ...
aiyoh!! u ahh! mysterious!!!!

so atiqah.. my stomach hurts..
u better blog abt me! hahaa

so today... im goin to bed soon...
very pain.. sleepy.. hehee!
actually no la...
need to finish up my work..

happy april fool people!!!!!

and pleaseee!!!!!!
dun trick me in the middle of the night!!!!!!
hannah!!!!! ure not pregnant!!!!
plsss!!! dun fool me again!!!
rafeeq!!! ure not goin overseas!!!
Dawn!!!! im smart!!!
Yvonne!!! ure not in hospital!!!
Nurul... dun fool me of quitting ncc!!!!
and zahidah!!!! im not lying!!!!

hahaa! thanks! =))

missin u!

Feeza the Great @
4/02/2006 03:58:00 AM