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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

what a memorable day today...
it never happen in my whole entire life
where the class became so united that at least half of the
class turned up... it way Uber cool...!!!

anihoo... thanks to the be yourself day...
we managed to have our teamwork finally!
it was waking cool i swear.. esp. the jumping part!
it was a success...

So i was first to reach the phone booth! hahaa! im EARLy ok!
that does not happen always... =) johny and najib den came...
ehh... how come ure wearing pink?! hahaa! kena Jack!
i mean johny was wearin pink... " cos its attached to this shirt la!"
hahaa! that was his reply... so funny can!

wen most of them came.. we head for breakfast...
Nette came late in her Ncc shirt.. hahaa!
ehh, nette.. later we go toilet to dress u up ok!?
okayyysss!!!.... as usual that was her reply la! hahaaa!
in the cubicle... ehh! this shirt like got padding only....
soyah said..
" No laa... its nice.. u dun worry..."
" but its big la...."
"ok la.. we can tear the sleeve off"
me n soyah was like... " ehhh! dun tear la.. nice seh the shirt!"
Soyah was like... " nevermine la.. i dun wanna wear it animore cos got paint on it"
hahahaaa! wahlau! ... so they ended up tearing it!

Ouh well.. hahaa! ehh... today naz bought a new phone!
wah... 16 already and can sign up for line seh!
she bough L6! hahaa! SmilLe!
she so happy please!! cos dunnoe how many days
she have not been havng her phone due to certain
reasons... well, u just stay on for awile k? ..
i know its abit sucky la... but at least u can call n message rite? ..
hahaa! YESS! ME AND LYNETTE HAD OUR FIRST PHOTO TAKEN ON her PHONE! haha

so... tmr having syf... its a full day rehearsal..
am gonna miss my tuition... oh well!
hafta buck up after my O's....
anihooo...

i will upload the photos when my com gets well.. hahaa!
its having high fever now.. so can't exactly operate well...

Things are not the same...
guess... it will never be the same
no matter how hard i tried...
the scars will forever remain...

Feeza the Great @
6/28/2006 02:58:00 AM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

weeehaaaaaa!
someone, pls remind me wen the school is opening?
my god.. my schedule is damn packed..
once school restart.. which i shall emphasize...
the First Week itself... many2 things to do!

Monday- Be yourself day auditions.. i became the comitee like so suddenly. have to give a speech to the school about the event. and hoping that there are many responds for the auditions. heard that there are bands performing and dance. ouh so cool.. ! imagine if this was a success! fewh! =)) smiLe! Syf rehearsal.. but im not going.. cos of this be yourself day.. its a full dress rehearsal and gonna be held at stadium already.
Wednesday- Syf rehearsal.. so i have to go this time.. missing my tuition again.. hmm..
Thursday-be yourself day full-dress rehearsal.. oh god. i wonder bout the responds! pray for the best heh! 402 gonna be doink a good job.. teachers, have trust on us!
Friday- ohhh!! NCC DAY! and Youth day cum be Yourself Day!! fewh!! what a tight schedule... i wonder what will i be doink on Ncc day.. will i be the Pledge taker or Parade commander! ok.. and lastly! what to wear on the Be Yourself day?! haiss... den, if things goes well again... we gonna have our final SYF rehearsal.. haiss! full day mann!
Saturday- Its 1st july! real Ncc day + REAL SYF! final showdown! gee... yes! yes! yes! so thats gonna be my whole schedule for the week.. omg! hahaa! cun believe it... ouh well... gonna be my last event for ncc for year 2006 i guess... stepping down the next training which will be confirmed soon..

so yess! i will be stepping down soon.. suppose to be on 23rd, but postponed to 30th... guess.. it will be postponed again till the following week due to Syf rehearsal's. hoho!

Feeza the Great @
6/25/2006 06:25:00 AM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

20'06'06

guess what! today is the first day in history
that the dates will turn out to be 20062006!
omg! so cool pls.. hahaa!

so today, had my syf...
so meet up with the clan at 10 and had our breakfast
before heading down to hq.. hahaa! as usual, we
took a cab from the side... hahaa!
lar... $2.40 only... so cool la... so shall do it often..
sorry uncle... i mean i love it... so cun stop me from doing so!

so headed down to mac's after syf.. hoho!
got free food... see, tats the advantage of havin friends
working in fastfood restaurants... so those
working in any fastfood thing... call me..
il be there straight away to collect my food... haha! =)
so here are the pictures of yeah! ... today and few
days ago in malaysia... hahaa! ohh well...

Me and fateha during Syf! hahaa! love that pit cap pls!

ouh! me and her again... Love! =)

us! in the bus... erm! we got some X-tras at the back! haha

ohh! the shoe i just bought! VANS! hahaa!
actualli school shoe.. can make it la.. cost 65 bucks!
* malaysia ringgit.. lols!

My car! soon in 2 years time.. hahaa! okla.. i
admit la.. its my mom's car ok! brrrr!
cannot play2 abit ah? .. pistoL!

The Secret recipe in malaysi! hahaa! WHATEVA..
dunnoe why i so angry wen i see all the singapore shops
there.. like so not original can... NUNU... thanks for listening to
My complains on those shits.. hahaa! seriously unhappy!

And i found my pager! so cool rite? ... still in working
conditions... anyone? .. interested? .. hoho!

My Lovable phone! aww... =)
credits to my phone for snapping all the
beautiful pictures above = all the pictures in my blog i mean!

Feeza the Great @
6/21/2006 03:36:00 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

170606

today whole day at home leh...
so tired and bored.. but nevermine!
im going malaysia tmr! whee.. i hope!
but confirm one la... hahaa!
i wanna get everything.. cheh! right...
so well...

why ehh i cun sigh in into my msn? ..
very irritating... mine is version 8.0
does it exist or not? .. weird leh....
hmm...

nevermine.. here are SOme pictures of the bbq..

These bunch of girls ran wild that nite!

him.. centre of attraction!

Feeza and Lange

dawn and feeza

My brother and me.. =)

Feeza the Great @
6/18/2006 02:16:00 PM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

160606

woah, just ca,e back from numerary barbeque..
so cool la... i mean there wasnt much people.. can make it la.. and can see
most of them are from my Alpha 3! well done people! hahaa
soo cool can.. suppose to meet up with Yuhtee la at bedok mrt last cabin..
so she called la sayin that she's already in the train.. but den ahh,
wen i came into the train, no sign of her! haha
wth! she's like still far away la on the other train b4 me...
This is the first time i encountered smtg like this la!
so paisey pls! ouh well, i met her at city hall..
den we proceed to fetch Lange..
but ouh well, she's already waiting at YCK.. haha!
Yuhteeeee!! im so gonna kick ure ass! hahahaks!
can i have ure number pls? ... =)

The food can make it laa... but i think Rsm ordered too much...
dawn come like so late can.. but ahh.. she won herself some candies
for playin the netball game! hahaa! wth! wen did she even touch the ball?
hmm.. reached home around 11.15? ...
need to clean up everything... feel so bad... so once awhile, i
help out la cos i have not been serving much eversince i joined numerary! =)

i should be sleeping now i guess...

hahaa.. and YOU.. happy 1 year!
the other YOu.. happy 10 months...
The rest.. happy2 only la heh! too much to mention in here...
yaya, nette, naz.. hohoh!

Love u people.... to zarifah, Huda, lange, hazariah, Yuhtee...
cant believe it... u all did it.. hahaa!
im underage!!!! somebody stop me!!!
hahaa! i seem to be more smarter heh? .. =))

Feeza the Great @
6/17/2006 10:20:00 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

160606

ouh well... things been goin fine lately.. i guess...
syf been a great one... school have been a fine one...
im mean everything fine la... but till a certain extend...
i dun wanna make this into a source base question la.. hahaa
sick of studies.. well, not exactly... have to love it la...
i mean.. i have to force myself... if not who rite else
wil rite? ....

so just now... went to hq la... followed the girls to collect their rank..
well done girls.. i mean... at least u all did ure best rite? ..
Nikili, dun get dishearted.. thou u did ure very best i can tell,
dun wory if ure not nominated... there's always next time.. fight for
senior spect... that's what happened to me... i did evertin durin spect course but oh well
it wasnt my luck la.. so wha to do.. i mean, i took the timing.. i took
the initiative to do this and that but i gt nhtg.. well, at least a nomination for me during senior spect was great enough.. hee.. the numeraru ( ADC) was maybe my luck...
it wasnt smtg im expecting for... but well, i did it....
so well, whwn its meant to be its meant to be...

tmr is the bbq... ahh... whateva.. im not sure if im going...
ouh wells... i'll try... i mean yeaa...
nevermine...

guess... i understand now... maybe.. well maybe...
i need more time for myself to recover....
things change within split second....
ice melt within minutes...
the friendship built is like forever? ..
i mean.. it takes a courage to say hi...
to ask for contact and start a conversation..
and for it to last for 1 year is a big deal ok...
but why its now goin with the flow...
argh.... whhy? .. if it can last for me from age 7 till now that im 16...
why is it not with u? .. bahh... i mean we're still friends...
but not the kind of friends which friends usually treat...
i dunnoe la... to say it down here, not exactly the same as how im feeling...
i can say thousand or even million of words in here....
but it wont have the same impact on what im exactly feeling...

For u know who... who went through the same thing as me b4...
thanks for being there and listening to me... i mean... ure the kind
of companion i needed...im sorry for u too... ure hurt.. and now...
im feelin it too... yeah.. guess, ure right.. we have to move on..
i have to be strong like u and that uve moved on.. im sure i can too..!
GREAT MIND THINK ALIKE HEH! =)

last minute call.. i need someone to go to the bbq pls...
anyone tagging along? ..

Feeza the Great @
6/16/2006 03:22:00 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

12/06

im sick! sick! sick!
all the trust i gave...
but all ruined.. why are u hiding things away from me? ..
what have i done wrong?! ... why?! why!
i mean, i never had the intentions to hurt u...
never had any bad thoughts in my mind...
but all this fade away after the testi,the entries.. the everything..
u needed the time? ... for? ...
i mean, im the one who needs the time...
im the one who shld be recovering...
but u already had ure time.. yea.. not on me precisely...
My care for u never fade away.. i still love u the way i use to...
but why ure doing this to me? ...
well, am i way far lacking behind from what that person has..? ..
i mean.. its not like ive known u yesterday...
its okay to have new friends.. but u DONT forget the old ones once u have
the new one coming in... do u know how hurt i am? ..
all the msges i sent... the cries.. the scream..
all that are not for show and not an act ok..
it comes from the bottom of my heart...
i dunnoe why im writing it in here.. cos i want u to read!
i dun have any other ways to do it but in here...
i wish i cld tell u upfront... but well, no point...
we're not even meeting...
ure busy.. well yea.. i suppose...
i dunnoe.. i feel like breakin down but have no one to talk to..
i mean ure suppose to be here for me when i needed someone..
but Now.. i need that someone real badly but ure never here..
get what i mean? ... ouh well.. maybe this is my luck once more...
well... confidante heh... ouh well... im broken..
jus wanna say this once again.. haks for cumin into my life and
making a difference.. maybe, u made me realise the second time not
to give my fullest trust to anyone and end up not gettin the trust that u needed..
i Need my time.. my space.. but i never put u aside before...

i have nothing to talk about. really had a bad day...
well, whatever happens in life, happens for a reason...
im ready to accept u as usual if ure hearts open to realise how much our friendship worth.

Nothing can replace u...
ure speciaL the way u are

Feeza the Great @
6/13/2006 02:48:00 AM

Monday, June 12, 2006

Soo soo long since i last updated!
ouh well.. im fine.. no worries!
schedule pack! -----> easy answer!

so this what happened foe the past few days...
too much to describe in words... hoho!

5 idiots who never paid attention during the english course!

This is the platoon commander commanding the platoon of metal glasses at sakura!

This is the hot guy serving us with ice cream at swenson! hoho! =)

I mean, look at me! im lookin at him! haaa

The clan! hohoho!

Look at what is written.. so cute!
its a jacket! or so to say sweater!

Im like so formally dressed please! hahaa!
Someone's birthday mah!

hahaa! elmo riding a camel! so cute can!
This was taken at mt aunts house...
im sorry... but this is me!!!!! hahaa

FINALLY! GOTTA START MUGGING AGAIN!
tmr schoolin.. well, that's me in class la...
so slack.. can wear anything we want... can do as we wish! just look at that! listening to mp3, take photo, wear my clothes!!!! so cool... and that kinda eyes? .. cannot make it!

Feeza the Great @
6/12/2006 01:39:00 PM

Wednesday, June 7, 2006

HOHOHO!~

many many many things happened today..
its like 060606!!!

Today i had my 'o' lvel f&n practical..
so here are some pics of today!
i mean, i seriously love it la!
so grand please! =)

My appetizer

My drink

My dessert!

My maindish!

My Menu!

so well.. hahaa! i mean, its not perfect...
but i just love it la... so wedding shit can? ..

so here are the rest of the classmate takin f&n

Atiqah

fieza

Sheryl keith

Zhi rong

hahaa! so well thats about it...
ohh wait! this one is funny!
have a look!

hahaa! this is an appetizer...
its fish ball la...
firstly its small... why?
because this loser... i mean FIEZA not me FEEZa
burnt the lower portaion of the fishball
and cut in into half! such loser! hahaa
imissmymami.blogspot.com! hahaa

So this was how hungry i was... so i dig in la!
what else! thats why i benefit loads in f&n!
free food! .. hohoho!

so well... below are the pictures of my part A cum company camp!!

My part C's, staff and Me.. hohoho!

Preparing for ifc please! hahaa! they look the same rite?
hohoho! ...

You and me can rock the whole company!
Staff and Usm rejected.. crossface! hahaa

hahaa! preparing for nightwalk...
remember.. the one in jokey cap is me!
if u see anyone in jungle hat, hohoho!
guess, i have nhtg to say!

Girls got FREAKED OUT wen i said that!

Guess, il update more another time.. hahaa! damn tiring la!
okayys! many many more... ouh.. come on! gotta look la!

Feeza the Great @
6/07/2006 02:30:00 PM

Saturday, June 3, 2006

all my bags are packed.. im ready to go...
im standing here, outside your door...
i hate to wake u up.. to say goodbye..
but the dawn is breaking this early morn
the taxi's waiting.. its blowing its horn
im ready im so lonesome i could cry..

So kiss me and smile for me...
tell me that u'll wait for me..
hold me like u'll never let me go..

Cos im leaving on a jetplane..
dun't know wen i'l be back again...
ohh babe.. i hate to go...

There's so mant times i let u down..
theres so many times i played around...
but tell u now, they dun mean a thing..
every place i go i think of u.. every song i sing, i sing for u...
wen i come back i'l wear ure wedding ring...

Hahaa.. booking in camp tmr morning... jus finish packing up my bag..
oh man! first time organising a camp... RESPONSIBILITY - another big thing this time!

here are some of my preparation.. =)

hahaa! here are some examples of
what we call, real camping!

Ready to go! =)

This is what real campers do!

Fierce! ........ NOT!

At the end of the day, my baret still the best
on me! .. hahaa.. hey, everyone knows that..
hahaa! i hate to take off my baret once it's
on my head.. =)

hahaa! im happy with ME! so well...
having fun on my own!
So this is what i do at home with
my phone! hohoo!
My phone rawks.. i knew it!

Feeza the Great @
6/03/2006 02:43:00 PM