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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sleepyhead--

Mugging now.. covering up the time ive lost
went to break fast at sempang just now..
uu-ber fun! GLUE SNIFFING was fun..
gee.. how u come out with that idea man radhea? .
ure insane! i swear!.. hah! NO! WE DON'T SNIFF GLUE...
its retarded laa.. we went to play BUNGA API..
Best kan!! i shall upload the photos once i got it.. okayys!
im off to maths!! fun time!! gahh...

VERY SLEEPY

Feeza the Great @
9/30/2006 03:09:00 PM

Friday, September 29, 2006

overall results was disaster.. Mr Martin Chan( geog teacher/ discipline master) hah! was asking where i wanted to go.. i told him i wanted to try if maybe i can go to J/c.. im very serious here.. yeah.. well, maybe im not of J/c quality.. but i wanna try the 3 months entry..AT LEAST.. really.. im serious.. but, with the grades 1 got.. well.. perhaps, i can continue dreaming on.. i wanna make my mum proud.. very much of course.. even if i dun get in later.. but these 3 months may make a difference.. Uncle have been giving me so much expectations that he wanted me to go J/c badly.. maybe this motivates me to gain entry to J/c.. cos seriously, i want to prove especially to my BROTHER that im fishing 7833469 way better than him and that i know what im doing.. Yes brother, u may look down on me cos i am a fishing geek.. and so, im fishing gonna prove u that im better than YOU and ure lovely girlfriend.. and dont u ever dare to lay YOUR FISHING hands on me anymore... can get hell out with ure Fishing attitude and scram! GET a LIFE!

ahhhh...science and maths!!!! kerazeeee... maybe ive put in so much effort in other subject and not touching much on these 2 core subjects.. i dunnoe.. well, maybe im not consitent enough...

im off to study mood now.. serious..

English- c5
geography - B3/A2 ( if teacher wnna help me get 3 more marks.. ahh!)
Malay - A2
maths - F9 ( ahhhhhh!!!!!)
f&n ( B3/B4, results not in yet)
cbn humans - D7/C6 ( or higher.. gee, Results not in yet)
Science - D7 ( praying for a c6 at least... results not in yet)

Target for
o's

English - c5

geography - A2

Malay - A1

maths - c6

f&n - B3

humans - C6

Science - c5

impsiible? im gonna make it possible!

Feeza the Great @
9/29/2006 12:13:00 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

imagine my nose break-dancing!

yess.. my nose is amazing.. it flies.. touches the moon..catches the star and as i watch it falls.. =)

School end late today..well, kind of.. u people heard about it already? .. yeah! next week they starting the intensive program all over again.. yes. but prolly its for the weaker student.. dun i count myself as weak? .. gee.. somehow, i got this feeling... im so so selected for the intensive la.. results is super duper amazingly bad.. for some.. but some.. was cool.. it will be cooler if...i know more facts.. suprisingly.. i manage to pass my social studies.. but failed my history.. so combined humanities DOWN.. English could have done better.. thanks to oraL.. i mane to pass... c5 beb! haha! .. mother tongue.. somehow.. i did pretty bad.. b3.. but owells.. they will still take the o level result.. so it remained as a2! yay! geography.. at the moment is B3.. 65% on the dot.. but somehow somewhere.. i collected 2 more marks just now.. NOW i need 3 MORE MARKS to get A2!!!! god.. pls help me...

the rest of the results are not confirmed yet.. 10 points is in my hands.. how? ... can i make it? .. can i not? ...
i believe i can!!!! =) yess! thats the Spirit...

anw.. got a new bag! yayness....
thanks to Nazurah!!! hahaa! =)
super sweet girlfriend..
love u deep-deep babe.. haha! =)
and to the uncle... happy uncle! hahaa

gah! back to studies! cya!

she's a MAN-EATER =)

Feeza the Great @
9/28/2006 02:29:00 AM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Yayness!
Hady Mirza has won the war!! =)
thanks to my mum for voting at least 6 times including yesterday and today itself..
im like super wondering why is my mum super enthu about this? .. well...
i asked her personally.. what if im on the stage... what will she do.. hahaa!
she saed that.. " i will scream and shout for u and will call all her member datang support" hahaa! omg!! chey.. tats if la im on the stage! RELEK SUA!
hahaa! ...

So just now was the 2nd to of fasting month.. well.. 29 more days? .. i guess... hahaa! super duper yayness.. i can't wait.. but haiyerr... 2nd day only.. made so much problem.. as usual.. my nose was still on the running mood.. throat was bad.. and chest was pian.. adding on... SUPER MIGRAIN comes.. gah!

Just now.. we makan macroni goreng!! haa!.. but i dunnow.. what style i ate.. french toast and macroni? .. so wrong.. but nice~ haha! feeza's recipe! =) den

" adek, pergi luar amekkan daun limau" ..
"hmm.. ok.. gunting mane?" .. so i went out to take..
" nah.."
"lar.. 2 helai jek.. tadi kan ibu suruh amek 5-6"
"mane ade... macam mane nak amek.. pokok kat luar da nak dekat botak ibu kerjakan!!" haha
"amek jela.. nanti tumbuh balek la tu.. "
super merepek! haha

i skipped tuition for singapore idol.. crazy? .. yes!
but im sick also anyway.. gee... =)

you gave me wings when im fallin! =)
yess.. =) may it last forever.. missin u..

Feeza the Great @
9/26/2006 01:06:00 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

My sister's keeper is a book must have. been reading through, filling the time i have. i used filling because its all worthwhile.. =)

Things have been just the way it is for some and as for me, it goes the way it is but somehow decides to come to some point where it turns. who says driving is easy? .. cramps everywhere man! me? .. chest have been killing me.. nose have told me to go for suicide.. yeahs! for real..
Ramadhan is here. fasting and enduring the hunger and thirst. .

Been reading through some sources.. and i found this.. ;-

My candle burns atboth ends;
It will not last the night
but ah, my foes, and oh, my friends-
it gives a lovely light

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

oh well.. for all it matters... readers enjoy the message sent as much as i do... these quotes are beautifuL.. hmm, or maybe i shall start posting up new quotes each time i blogged.. hahaa! well.. maybe.. hahaa! =)

showla, il update about what i have to say again some other time.. hahaa! taking time break ahh... time to reflect on myself.. yayness! im not perfect.. =)

hey dad look at me,
Think back and talk to me ..
and do u tink i grow up according to plans...
and do u tink im wasting my time,
doing things i wanna do..
but it hurts when u disapprove all along
and now i tried hard to make it
i just wanna make u proud =)

i wanna do something

Feeza the Great @
9/25/2006 09:07:00 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

My star sign says this today... :-
worried about a placatinga certain disgruntled party?
well, stop fretting- right now.
what u should be questioning is why you fee the need to take care of this persons emotional needs. is this a healthy situation...
ouh well..

went for a netball carnival... in bowen..
super morning.. Not enough sleep..
but had loads of fun.. photoss!! yayness!!

we had fun afterall... interchange gonna have 1 level of air-con.. really! yes! i mean bedok.. bedok now town what... =))

i swear my chest is killing me... to inhale and to exhale.. is totally hard i swear... im like forcing myself to breathe properly and ignore the pain.. its like a big punch on the chest laa.. and mu nose.. super duper irritating.. kept on running the whole day.. mungkin kesan sampingan.. nervermine... all this are for awhile.. my throat.. just like a slit by a knife man! ouh well... tmr is already fasting month.. guess.. endurance and patience is all i need.. waking up in 5 hours time to Chiak!! hahaa

To u know who... i've read ure entry.. thanks... yess.. The road that we took was never easy... holes and bums everywhere.. to reflect back the night that it all happen on me... it wasnt a total success.. but there were signs of change.. it takes time.. and how long im suffering.. guess... its longer than u... admit, the word MOVING ON.. was very simple at mouth.. but it wasnt easy for me... please dun tell me that uve taken that big step within a short period of time... until now.. im still not and i cun move on... but i still have these people... including u and all by my side supporting me... even i need them... and the person that i cry to all these days.. wasnt there for me.. prolly busy and stuff... to u know who.. i know how much that friendship to u is worth.. and u know u have found someone right and special.. i believe.. that someone.. will be there wen ure in need.. cos me too trust that person... being the middle person was never easy... wasnt my intetions and will never be.. but it just took us aback(vougue,bom and myself) that things are hanging.. guess u know us well... we never like to see things unsolved.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. and i believe neither party wanna be left hanging alone to one end of the string... to u know who.. this whole friendship thing is something that 3 of us wanna help out and stuff... gah! ( ouch.. my chest hurts) .. yah.. aniway.. back to the line again... yess... im strong on the outside.. but when it comes to friendship/relationship... im fucking weak.. i swear!! u know me well... whooo-
tag me when u read... leave ure name as smtg else ya! =) hoho... lets make it unknown to public for who u are... and whom im referrin to...

Feeza the Great @
9/24/2006 04:16:00 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

im coming down so get this Party started..!! =))
prelims is like so history... it repeats itself... now that its over..
its called history and history shall never repeats itself again..
never.. and never ever.... cos this gonna be the last... and i really mean the Last prelims...!
enjoyment is so near... yet so far...
went down to town with 1/4 of the gang...
includes the SWEET. the MODEL. the PRETTY. the CUTE
hahaa! this four incredibles shock the whole town with their
LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING DOWN... haha
Yayness!!

its like the greatest announcement of the year...
I have NEVER been to delifrance to eat before..
and today is the FIRST day i stepped in here...
gonna be a great expreience yeah? ...

shop like mad... walk to the left right up down... side-side and turn around... worst than what we did in bangkok i think.. hahaa! not really la.. was exagerating..

was freaking fun la... and shall do this often.. gah! and the white hairband? ... is that what we call it? is super hot... thank ehh people.. hahaa! cos hey! i have sense of fashion too okat... maybe a little.. hahaa! super funny londen bridge man!

21'06'o6 - a day to remember

Thanks heh! i love it.. yayness!!

sweet. cute.

pretty. cute.

model. Cute.

happy family

To someone whom i just read the blog... like god knows who... if seriously u meant what u saed.. and that u realli want the freindship back... u have to work for it.. realli.. friendship dun come and go.. if u believe it that way.. it was never call a friendship in the first place. They have tried, i believe. are u still trying or seriously are u giving it up for one? .. that one may be the one who understands u.. the one who show the care for u.. but that really does not mean, we dun care.. we do.. in a different way.. and if u realli am reading this somehow.. somewhere.. reflect... you have been the one who make me come to senses and make me do the first move.. i did.. i listen.. and the respond comes later.. u told me to let it out.. i did... but have u? .. have u realli let it out to the person or people that u think have hurt u or otherwise and had made an impact in ure life? .. if i have sacrifice my night for that particular moment.. when is ures? ... if u dun do it... are u realy a chicken? .. and which means friendship to u is nothing? .. i believe.. u do need them one day.. maybe not now.. not tmr but maybe years to come.. we have a long way to go.. life has not ended after our final paper.. trust me... as how ive put my trust in u... =)

to those who knows.. spend time to reflect..

Feeza the Great @
9/22/2006 11:48:00 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

- GOOD MOOD

hahaa! my computer states that ..
so cool rite? .. why? ... always have this thought of buying a new computer what...
than this computer felt real bad and wanna serve its owner longer... come on.. who doesnt LOVE hafeeza.. hahaa! This computer just understand me... so nice of IT.. hahaa!

mugging on chemistry... taking a short break from work.... Mummy bought DURIANS!!
hahaa! ooohh... so syiok!!!~~~

yeah baby!!!.. hahaa! 2 more days and im so done!!!! hahaa!
enjoy like mad!!!.. i swear!!.. gonna jump.. roll... shout.. scream.. pull hair and break legs!!! yessa!!

Feeza the Great @
9/20/2006 01:01:00 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

hahaa! Today my computer good mood...
cos my stomach is in really good shape! lols..
been drinking vitagen the whole day!
haha! + point.. the weather is cool...
im going out soon to mug...
suppose to go out now... but was uber glad that
my msn can use and that my computer is not so
lagging... hahaa! its happy that im drinking vitagen!! =)

okay! im rubbish! super rubbish i swear!! hahaa

hahaa! mugging... mugging...
im sleepy..

minumla air yang bersih untuk menjamin kesihatan anda...
jangan terpengaruh denagn iklan iklan air mineral kerana ia mengandungi
banyak sodium yang kurang baik untuk kesihatan...
minumanla air tapisian Reverse Osmosis kerana kesihatan anda pasti terjamin..
hahaa! ok?!

what! ok... super bored... got to go..
im uber late!... lalalalalaaaaa.....

Vitagen- the drink of your choice! =)
The healthier probotics drink...

Feeza the Great @
9/19/2006 04:32:00 AM

Wednesday, September 6, 2006

I tear my heart open..
I saw myself shut..
My weaknesses..
that i care too much..
the scars remind us..
that the past is real..
I tear my heart open.
just to feel...

life have been A-oook!
but however... im still missin those days...
trust me.. to whoever u know who...
im not losing hope... neither am i giving up on our friendship...
the conversation that night.. thanks.. i hope u get what i mean...
tell u the truth too.. i am missin u too.. how can i not... right? ...

you and me use to be together..
everyday together..
always..
i really feel..
that im losing my best friend..
i cant believe this could be the end....

dun speak and notice what u saying..
so please stop explaining
dun tell me cos it hurts
dun speak
i know what ure thinking..
i dun need your reasons dun tell me cos it hurts

our memories....

whenever the time gonna be..
wherever it may be.. i will still accept u like the way we use to...
yes. admits. things are very different... or rather awkward...
i believe u feel the same way too.. i dunnoe.. what causes it to be that way...
well.. time will prove everytin later... but at least...
i know.. knowing u is already enough to fill the gaps in my life...
but to have u near me... its a different thing..
ouh well... im sure u are thinking that im gettin close to her day by day...
cos hey.. she's my study partner alrite...
well.. im sure u trust me ya...
yes.. its obvious we are close... cos remember...
u told us to be study partners and stuff...
hmm... and she is definitly not the cause of the drift rite...
it was never her.. nor anyone that we may tink of.. i hope..

well, im living life day by day....
eat,sleep,mug,workout and stuff...
mugging everyday...
prelims is like already next week...
im still unsure of where im going...
maybe j/c? ...
maybe poly? ...
well.. maybe? ...... No....

was looking through my albums of the past few years...
i was a great flashback...
i can clearly tell what happened next...
wah... is this signs that im missin life before? ..
hmm.. well maybe.. but hey!!
gotta look ahead rite? ... maybe better stuffs are coming...

as this friend of mine... she said this...
" smile is the best medicine" hahaa!

read this from someone's blog..
" smile cos nobody knows who might fall in love with ure smile"

" SMILING" =)

hahaa!

This entry is kinda long.. cos i dun know when will be the next time im logging in...
This is lucky cos a luckystar told me to go online and tag her friends board....
diss all the words... haha! as usual.. im a gentle person.. my words aint harsh rite? ..
nop.. i dun mean to hurt anyone.. just a favour.. cos like come on.. i dun even know that girL!!! hahaa! ... well... hahaa! hope my brother doesnt read this.. or else.. the GF gonna kill me cos i blogged it out..! hahaaa!

going to mug again later... takin a time off now.. hahaa! listening to all the jiwang songs i can think off... hey! jiwang gerek ok! hahaa!

so what else.. yess... if u cant get through me online.. guess... juss drop me a call or text alrite! =)) whooooo-

what a beautiful smile...
can stay for awhile..
on this beautiful night.. make everything rite..~

to miss is a small word..
to show that u miss is a different thing...
any objections? ...

Feeza the Great @
9/06/2006 02:45:00 AM