hello,friends.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

omg!! ...
hrmm..who is the somebody? ..
well, somehow.. i guess i know who it is...
thanks.. its not the matter of moving on...
the fact that i cant forget the past leads me to where i am now..
yeahs... guess.. realli... i know...

hmm... studying now... jus that the comp seemed to be
deserted.. so i raN HERE... haha

okayys... o's is like in 2 days time..
im so going to do my best...
maybe, am not touching the comp till the end of o's? ..
well.. prolly... gee... cun promise...

for those, whom ive not been see-ing often.... well
i miss u people.. and for those who i actually met like
once or twice a week.. miss u guys too..
and the one i met everyday... also miss u too.. haha!

taking care...
feeza ohrange signing off~

Feeza the Great @
10/29/2006 08:23:00 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006

hahaa! today, i went to airport to study!
yay! we went to popeyes to eat.. after so long...
so we met some people... hahaha!
sarah adnan, dian and carine!!! hahaa
so kecoh...

we studied at starbucks.. den kena halau!!
tiow!! hahaa!

hoho.. well now going to hosp.
my bro admitted... super sad... he met an accident...

aniway, this hot guy at macs is really hot..!!!!
he knows im staring at him laa... tiow!!
su yu finds him hot too...
but soyah doesnt... tiow!! ... stupid....
hahaa! and he's studyin sec 4 maths!!!!!!!
omg!! super hot rite su yu!!
and he's chinese... !!! yeaa....

he's hot... hot hot....
i swear.. must come here again!!!... hahahaa

Feeza the Great @
10/27/2006 10:34:00 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006

hey hey hey!!
like im in macdonald laa....
with some pretty monkey.. yay!!! hahahaa
haha! cannot make it.. lols..
we go to coffee bean..
as usual.. im not fasting! . yay!!
hahaa!

aniway, practical today was okay laa...
haha! bio was okay.. but a little irritating laa.. the plant...
the chemistry like fun laa...
cos this is the first time i have the same answer with the majority..
COPPER ( II ) chloride... correct not? ... hahaa

okaee!! ... see u pple arnd!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Feeza the Great @
10/20/2006 10:04:00 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hahaa.. ohh my god.. so long since i last blogg laa...
i wanna update about my last day of scoll also cannot...
macam sedih gitu kan... computer macam TAIK.. hahaa
so now at atiqah's place just to use the comp. actually not la...
wanna watch movie.. and ya!! ditemani air kathirah!!
hahaa! so sedap!! ... tak puase mah! so fun laa.... hahaa!

so last day was very kecoh... really.... haha! cannot update the photos now laa....
her computer takde bluetooth nor takda slot for the mmc... so belo!!
macam tuan dier jugakk... hahaa!

sekarang school holiday pun bukan macam holiday sehh!!
hari hari sekolah.. haha! hari raye pun nak dekat... like super near please!!
i ccant wait.. hahaa!!
BILA TIBA HARI RAYYA, SEMUA INSAN BERGEMBIraaaaa!!!

ahaahha! kental... hahaha! ehh, damn merapek la tthe ganyut movie...
serious.. hahaa takble angkat sehh!!

alias kadir cute sak!! lols.. oops!!!

aniway.. hahaa! life have been amazing...
and i have handed up my clt form.. hahaha!
tiow!!! kueh making is interesting... get to play with the flour...
dapatt rase di siang hari.... wow!!
hahaha! ouh.. ii badly want macroon laa...

hmm... macam mane nie? .. hmm...

da.. da.. ttak payah nak rojak rojak... hahahaa!!!

happpy 16 days, months years....
hehehe! whooo-

Feeza the Great @
10/17/2006 04:09:00 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Dam dam dum!
Bunyi mercun..
kanak-kanak datang
berduyun! =))

haha! omg.. hari raya is like so near.. including tmr will be 19 days!!
which means, 25 more days to maths paper.. 25 more days to work hard... 25 more days to sweat.. 25 more days to gain more weight = stress!!!

had mock test everyday which is crazy! been trying to pass the test.. tried to do well but all i can think off while doing the paper was sleep. Thanks to the tons of homework by mdm norzura! i so Love her ( NOT) ... she claims that she have been nice to us.. i agree.. to a certain extent. the homework i receive everyday is none other than YOU! thanks alot. is SO helped me.

can't wait till friday where is can get my super sleep. well... at least i dun have to wake up in the morning.. nyeheheh!! oh yess...

hmm.. im having a homework to do now. but i dunnoe what the heck the question is aking for. i so Hate the topic on agriculture!! omg! so much facts. the best part, ive been consuming coffee lately. yes. i mean coffee. home made coffee! im do friggin stress and lacking of beauty sleep. classroom table and chair is my bed. i need glue,ciggarette,alcohol,petrol,kerosene and bed.

lepaskanlah genggaman tanganmu
pergilah, dia menantimu.
jangan menagis.
janganlah kau menoleh ku lagi, biarlah ku membawa diri
usah ditanya ke mana ku pergi

mungkin kau bahagia dengan cara hidup kau.
MUNGKIN.. aku tak pasti..

Feeza the Great @
10/12/2006 02:27:00 PM

Monday, October 9, 2006

Ramadhan pass by so fast. yesterday was its 14 days. oh my gawd. and it means that O level is like 2-3 weeks closer. equivelant to 25 more days!! god.

Friday was a day of love. haha! Meet up with the people from east!! hahaa! .. yeah! Paris, bedok-ians, and marine parade-ians! hahaa! if im right to say that? .. what the fish! haha.. went to bugis to Makan! yay! but we are suppose to meet up with them at arcade. but we went to the one in seiyu! haha! thanks ah korang! next time give instructions biar terang sikit. so we went makan!! The place was super crowded. front-back-side-side all malays!!! Mats- Minahs in the house.. The bazaar there was Shit-s. With capital S. So boring. thanks to the Triple R girl, we headed down to gey-Lang! hahaa.. walk..walk..run..jump.. roll..slide..bounce all around.. keep on terserempaking with people. so cool.. hahaa!! yessa!! The haze was VERY bad. but it waking COOL.. =)

aniways, saturday.. took my lovely photo in bedok. hahaks! aunty was super nice la. making me blush only. shy okay! hahaa! mapek seh aunty.. haha! Guess what.. the cost of 8 pices of passport siza photo is $6. but Lucky me.. i got 24 pieces for only $7..!!!! hahaa! FISHING COOL.. tats why i must also say, the AUNTY RAWKS!! haha! save $11 man.. and the fact that its my photo.. OF COURSE IT LOOKS GOOD... hahaa! any takers? ... i mean the photo la! not me.. hahaa! ... no available to anyone anywho anywhat and anywhere.. hahaaha (grins..)

yep! so later... hmm.. soon i guess.. going to mug.. yay! and suprisingly, my lovely brother updated the songs in my IPOD SHUFFLE!! hahaa! thanks ehh! but, thanks for deleting the songs inside.. pistol grip! yeahs! .. adake patot bawak motor dengar mp3? .. tak senonoh betol...

and lastly.. I MISS NENEK... omg! she's like freking nice la... i mean she dun have too.. eversince she fall sick, she never come home anymore.. she's been staying at my aunts place. its a good thing cos there won't be anyone to take care of her at home. cos everyone is schooling/working. i really miss her man.. her nagging.. her sleeping beside me.. her cooking.. aww... she gave mum $100 for each me and my bro to go and buy our baju raye.. wallau.. i feel so damn bad...
she have been sick lately. she can't fast anymore. the other time she tried, she shivered. im so scared... hmm... LOve NeneK! =))

Feeza the Great @
10/09/2006 03:36:00 AM

Friday, October 6, 2006

Days have been very stressing. As for me, sleep was never enough, maybe because i dun know to manage my time well.But i realise, even so, i have been very productive lately. Been doing all my homeworks and doing my own revision and practice. Thanks to the people who cared and bothered to read my entry. i will not let all you people down. Yes. i will work hard and set a higher aim. its hard for me i know. but by just reading my tagboard itself, it shows how much u people want me to score well. thanks again.. so guess.. now ive set my own target.. and not being too complacent with the results i get for my prelims.. it was shit.. but beter than mid-year...

New targets :-
english- 4
Malay- 1
Geography- 1
f&n- 2
science- 4
combined humans- 5
maths- 4

yep.. above is my new targets.. i know i can do it... and i can do it if i want to.. =)) well maybe, perhaps maybe... j/c is not for me.. but its okayy! looking forward for poly at least.. yay!! hahaa

aniway, to my friend, to u know who.. yes, i have nothing againts you being with " uncle" .. but for all you know.. i still care.. and i still love you.. i dunt know what ure actually thinking.. yes, ure just being his friend and nothing more than a friend.. but to think again, do u want the same things to repeat on you like how much u suffred being with Man? .. yes? .. Man have hurt u so much.. really very much... and im sure u dun want history to repeat itself.. its hard for u to avoid Man.. and what makes u think its easy to avoid Uncle? .. i still care babe.. and if u think i have forgotten u and neglect u for the new friends i have made.. ure mistaken... me and soyah.. is always by ure side.. please change.. we wnat the old u... not drastically.. it takes time.. but do come to senses fast!
your o's is around the corner... very near.. and what have u done to improve on ure subjects?..
Don't let your mum down.. that includes US..

Feeza the Great @
10/06/2006 12:35:00 AM

Wednesday, October 4, 2006

Results out.. KEBABOM!!
it was nice yo see my L1r4.. but it could be nicer la...
L1r5 can throw far far away... dah tak boler nak bau j/c...
but nevermine.. i'l work harder... may my dreams come true..
UNIVERSITY calling me man!!!! wooohooo!!!
kla, its the fact that i ever promised my mum that i will not let her down.. cos be it my brother is already like that and i dun wanna make things worse...Touching ehh!
yess! i know...

anyway... just received the Clt form...
still considering of signing it... maybe passion it caling... but
a little afraid if i cannot manage my time.. but i mean, all this can be arranged la.. so well.. i will be handing it up next week okay? .. ok miss Teo? .. hahaa! need to take my pretty photo laa..

hmm.. wad else...
yeahh.. talked to sarah bout the silat thing.. hahaa!
wow! more motivation! yay! fizah was also supporting after her 6 months of experience.. hahaa! seeing people breaking their arms and people crying.. hahaa! fewh! a little scarry.. but i think i just go with what i want.. hahaa!
come on!! BOYAN blood man!

hmm... okayy.. i appologise.. i feel so bad.. the whole f&n class actually played hide and seek and lock ourself in the classroom cos we dun wanna go for class...we really do it and sat at the corner... Mrs irene seah came like 3o minutes later and saw us hiding.. omg! sha came it and blasted at our ears.. FUNNY yes... FEEL BAD also yes.. i mean, we make her wait.. and we so called showing no interest in her subject after so many sacrifices she made.. seriously.. no one to be blame for it la.. whole class was hiding.. and no one took the initiative to call her... gah!
but aniway.. we ended up taliking bout ghost stories!! that was hair raising man!!!
hahaa! realli had fun laa... hahaa! But mrs irene seah was realy mad at us la.. the way she taught us.. like cannot make it sia just now.. hahaa! a little funny but kinda irritating for long la.. 1 all! ... cos she took 1/2 hour of our lunch break.. pistol grip!

Feeza the Great @
10/04/2006 01:24:00 PM

Monday, October 2, 2006

taking a break from books for a moment..
Chemistry was fun thou annoying..
bio was love thou its hard.. haha! can hardly do all..
especialy the first few question..
maths was cool.. thou.. err... complicated? ..
geography was life.. thou how do we define rift valley? ...
hahaks! yay!!.. i maneged to do alot of stuff...
didnt go anywhere today..

so i buka nasi lemak today... yeah!
hard time making choices man..
told my mum that i dun wanna go out and eat...
so she gave me these choices...
Nasi ayam, nasi lemak or mee puteh? ..
den she decided herself!! thanks heh!!

aniway, i have been dreaming alot..
this morning after sahur...
and just now in the afternoon before buka!!
and i swear.. or i shall not actually...
its like so real.. but i can't remember the second one...
am i missing sec 4 already? ... the gang? .. the friends? ..
oh man!.. few more days.. school ends.. gah!
how? .. how? .. how? ...

ouh well.. okays... im going to bathe now...

puas aku mencuba
menepis semua dugaan
malah ada yang anggap
aku lupa daratan
peritnya aku lalui
kemelut yang panjang
hingga ke saat ini ku tidak ketentuan

wanita manakah sanggup berkongsikan kasih
walau madu bagiku, tapi hempedu bagi mu
kekadang harus terima suratan darinya
tidak salah kalau kasih dibahagi seadilnya

telah... ku fikir sedalamnya
untuk membuat keputusan
harus aku berterus terang jujur dalam perbuatan
dan.. jatuh airmataku...
mendengar pengakuan ikhlasmu
sanggup bersaudarakan dia walau hakikatnya hatimu terluka

moga suatu hari
sambutlah cinta
dan kembali ceria walau hati aku ini
milik ENGKAU dan DIa...

Feeza the Great @
10/02/2006 01:13:00 PM