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Monday, July 31, 2006

And i will sing..
a song of home..
A land of peace..
Where dreams are born everyday.
My home..
wherever i may be..
I believe
You will always be a part of me =)

This year theme song is so nice la..
The parade so fun please!!!

And guess who i met...

THE IDOLS!!!

and guess what?!!

I took a photo with PAUL II HILL and RAHIMAH RAHIM..!!!!
so hot... i likee =))

it went like this.. the idols are sitting few seats in front of us...
and we practically cun get any photos of them...
only Paul is the itchy one who kept on turning to the back...
but the bugger beside me.. wants a picture of jonathan...
ouh well, she just got a side-view photo of him...
while ME... i got to take a photo with RAHIMAH standing side-by-side...
cos the smart girl here knows that the idols, Paul, Rahimah n Jonathan are
goin to the rest room.. so we followed them...
smiles on the faces people... we get to get upclose to them!!
cos u know why... during the parade.. the security for them is very tight...
no one is allowed to take photos with them... those people are sent away
by their guards.. whereas, outside the washroom... security wise damn slack! =))

whee~ but hey... i'l upload the photos once my gong2 computer can get the
bloody phone connected to the comp.. heheh! so cool.. i like~

while on the way back....
the stomach starts to strumble.. rumbles...
so we walked all the way to suntec!!! oh god.. the view of
kallang river was so beautifuL...
what a beutiful smile...
can stay for awhile..
on this beautiful night...
make everythin right.. =)

reached suntec.. time was already 9.30!! hahaha...
but again.. that bugger... wants to go to town to have our dinner...
hahaha! can can can.. so we went to town
and ate at plaza Singapore... heheh.. town? .. lols...

so sexy love sent me to mrt station ...
and we went seperate ways... hahaha!
thks heh!... gotta develop the pics.. i likee~

reached home at 11.45..
shagged.. tired...
the bed is calling.. yesh!!
so goodnight after that...

and today... mum already got plans..
im wonderin where...
hmm.............

Feeza the Great @
7/31/2006 03:04:00 AM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

ouch.. my neck hurts like 7452749 times la...
very pain... including this morning was 89246134 times...
i was wondering how did i fell asleep yesterday night...
the night seem to end like so fast....
and when i woke up... it was already 8+..
My mum woke me up at 6.30 to do my prayers...
but hey... hahaa.. wahlau... but grandma already knew bout it...
i mean u dun have to scream to wake me up at ended up finding
ureself in the wrong.. aniways... its okayy...

now waiting to go out...
and guess what..!!
im going to watch the NDP preview today...
ouh yess... this year i went to watch TWICE! =))
hahaa! but this time... no more plastic bags... im gonna get the real goodie bag!
yeaa...!! Proud to be a singaporean... hmm...
yup..and once again.. i am called up to be the FLAG BARRIER>>
but wait... they want me to become the FLAG RAISER instead...
hahaa! so not me man... Lols...

So yesterday... everything goes on well la... hahaa!
ONLY WENT FOR A LATE RECESS...
ouh well.. hahaa! nevermine... cos straight after school, we went for
a big feast at the mama shop nearby... umph! syiok!

Ncc training.... after so long!!
The girls kena tekan by our seniors...
but fun la.. i mean they + us get to march as a whole company.
the sing song and the sports management girl was there.... very funny...

la... laaa... laaa... laaaaa
Need to get ready....

Byeeee! =))

Feeza the Great @
7/30/2006 03:30:00 AM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

SAYE LAPAR!!!

BELUM MAKAN RECESS!!

DA PUKUL 12.46!!!! =((

hungry lady make an angry Lady!! =))

Feeza the Great @
7/29/2006 03:47:00 AM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH belo!! =)) heheh...

woah... damn tiring... now doing the fnn conclusion...
i dunnoe what the hell im writing...
my brain is too tired to think...
i have to blog now cos there is no time to blog at home!
damn sian! rabakk.. rabak...

aniways... these people are havin craze over National day song!!
so we sang the favourite song all the way
ill be back! more things to do! peace out!

am i suppose to laugh or cry,
must be a fool to be asking why.
Is it worth to be living in lies
or should i just cut my wrist and hope to die?
nunu

Feeza the Great @
7/27/2006 08:23:00 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Ku menanti..
hinnga kini tiada berita darimu..
ku harungi perjalanan hidup ini..
tanpa mu disisi lagi..

where'd u go..
i miss u soo...

i dunnoe what else to say...
not one but more than that...
very observant people..
they could differentiate...
thanks.. =)

ohhh! yesterday was my graduation parade!!
evrytin was sweet... everytin was nice..
thanks heh everyone! =))
to the ncc girls of the year 2003-2006

so belo, i cun turn the pic...
Wonderful Usm and Asm of pyss! =)

we rawk kan kan kan? .. hehe!
before parade start... gearing up!

Nco's posing maut!

Part D united again!

Thanks heh Part A!! tembak krg baru tau!

heheh!.... den met up with didi..
sorry la i was late...i feel so guilty okays!
and are u sure u took ure bath? ...
hahaha! bedek kan?.... lols....

so that was my day yest....
today very mendak...

morning wake up....
eat..
read the paper...
read the mag...
eat again...
on the radio...
play the comp...
update the blog...
finding food...
he msged... to ajak makan...
i rejected cos he's with friends...
+ malas...
staring at the comp...
repley the photos i took since and
eversince...
Tryin to meditate...
but nevermine...

so u get high tonite...
so u dun need nobody to make it on ure own..
u dun need nobody u wanna be alone..
u make me high tonite...
ehh.. nece song heh on the radio now...
u make me high tonite! =) whooo-

Feeza the Great @
7/22/2006 08:24:00 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

God knows how much i love her.. heheh!
happy 13 months okayys...

For the other her... i love u too!
happy 11 months...

im not 2-timng but den...
i just can bear to lose both u see...
more of the rest are with me but we have not set
a date for ourselves yet.. ouh well...
i will and always love u 2.. =))

gosh! Malay Listening compre was like jus now please!
m so scared.. scared that i will not do well...
scared that i will have to retake...
that is not my only fear....
the fear that i have is to face the people around me...
rying to say that i did not dig my ears...
i did everyday and at night after bathing...
but if i really cannot hear the thing.. i really have ear problems...
which i actually have few years back wen i was younger...
and that i was admitted to hospital for regular check ups ok!
im already sick of the hospital due to my nose....!!!
i never wanna step into the hospital agaian n have some
tubes swinging in ure throat through ure nose!
very painful ok!

ouh well... nothing much to talk about...
im just tired.. tired.. and tired...
with regards tmr, school startin at 7.50!
weird timing huh...
which means the peole takin o lvel can report 30 minutes later!
which doesnt make much diff la...
but i can sleep 30 minutes longer for goodness sake!
my house is just in front of school...
so no worries!

ok! im exausted... i need a bubble tea! =))

Feeza the Great @
7/18/2006 02:19:00 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

why? ... why did u ignore me? ..
am i invinsible or anitin? ... hello?

ouh shuts!
i was asked to give some massage to my mum..
but hell yeaa.. the oil spill onto her!
i mean its hand full la! oh god..
the bed is now flooded with oil.. but she dun care!
heheh.. gonna wash the 'cadar' tmr la...
she sleepy already... what a bad daughter!

so me and her.. went to bedok do study + celebrate our 11 months? ..
hahaha! Blueks... rite... den, met with her... very unexpected...
i knew it.. smtg wasnt rite... i shall not mention it here..
its okae babe.. Things happen for a reason i guess...
what's meant to be, its meant to be.. if its not,
it have to stay the way it is rite?.. its ok!
stay strong.. we're oways here for u...
eventhough i just knew u... ders no reason for me to ignore ure feelins...
ure way to nice... and i realli appreciate it...
thanks heh! =)

so we the people... 5 of us... walked, walked, walked..
to the other part of the world called yassalam..
on the way to that place... we stopped at at venus ( Ntuc) to look
for her dad's bdae prezzie... hah! thanks heh that girL in green
for ure idea.. hair geL!!! for goodness sake! hahaa
funny ah u.. beLo!

next stop was pluto( this shop) ...
we saw a bag.. brown, white and green...
so this particular person was realli into the bag.. the brown one..
the other her wanted the white one.. leavin me with the
green one! haiyer! nevermine.. we'll see... who got it first!
haahah! siape cepat dier dapat...

( still in mind)

Dunia belum berakhir..
bila kau putuskan aku...
paling-paling juga kalau kamu mentok.. balik pada ku...
ku pikir-pikir (x2)
lebih baik aku menyingkir...
ku pikir-pikir (x2)
lelah.. ooh..ohh...

Thanks heh to that girl in green..
mengulit kenangan sehh!
its from SHA-DEN.. Dunia belum berakhir

so.. talked.. talked... talked...talked.. talked and talked..
till she went home...
followed by another her...
and left with the 3.. cos 1 missed her bus
cos we were lookin at the map? ... hahaa! dumb!
den suprisingly.. 1 more left....
so left with 2...
waited for her bus...
den left with me!!! yeaa...
last girl standing! hoho!
sounds wrong! lols...

Her good luck charm.. haha! so funny yet so cute!

ok! as u all can see! the lady in black ( on the railing)
there looks rather scary! i swear!.. hoho!

My new lab spects... yipeee! Lols! Peace out!
Nice rite? .. new what... but wait, this doesnt
have anitin to do with today la! wallau! hahaa

i'll add more pictures the next time im blogging!

Feeza the Great @
7/16/2006 02:39:00 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

you are right hafizah.. heheh!
the questions that u hinted me was correct.
=)

wahh! teacher was nice to me la..
credits to Diyanah.. thanks for ure help babe!

So now, im in the comp lab waiting for the rest to finish..
so kecoh la.. NuNu!! Finish ure work first la den talk to me!
hahaa! see.. i have to wait for u...
Mine coursework B was so short...
im sorry la.. i duunoe.. but i think that's the best!
it looked so neat compared to my coursework A...
so rojak bandung.. rojak keling!!

coursework B was the same la.. kinda stress...
the practical will be on this cumin thursday..
ures Diyanah? ... kecoh.. kecohh..
but ahh.. i still got the time to visit the blog and everytin.. amazin!

ouh well, today... long day again!
im going back around and around and around and around 9 la..
my mummy! volounteerin to send some food to school...
so gerek.. any orders people? ..

402 HAVE BEEN ORDERIN BUBBLE TEA AND FRIES EVRYDAY.
WE ARE NOW APART OF THE BUBBLE TEA SHOP.
REGULAR PEOPLE AS USUAL.. Feeza, Soyah, Nunu, Naz ,shal
WE ARE THE MEMBER OF THE BUBBLE TEA SHOP..
WE HAVE TAKEN the initiative OF THE PEOPLE TO KEEP EVERYONE FULL..

hahaaa.. so Lame La.. lols! =)

LoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLove! =)) YOU

Feeza the Great @
7/14/2006 08:24:00 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

i miss my mum!!

hahaa... im having my f&n now...
so taking this opportunity to blog la!! ... heheh
haiss... life been very miserable...
everyday have to go back so late...
very tiring please!!.. =((

ouh well... i miss the clique...
i miss evryone...

Tinky-winky, Dipsy, Lalaa, po!
Garfield, pikachu.. all ahhh...
haiyerr... why liddat one? ...

still have night classes... must be nice to try to attend at least 1 this months..
i mean... must study la...

i miss LIFE..
Life outside...

i miss u dear...
always will

Feeza the Great @
7/13/2006 08:52:00 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006

hip hip.. hooray! hip hip hooray!

okayy.. damn lame.. hahaa!
ouh well, very funny.. day was ok!
everyone was sleepy in class due to the world cup
match last night... teacher was understanding and allow
them to rest.. but somehow, some teachers, which is the understanding
one.. is somehow Pms-ing!! very rabak!.. cannot make it..

so Malay 'o' level oral today...
very cool.. but very scary to know that i think
i answer the question wrongly!
ehh... but then rite, the passage wa on human organs la!
lucky they never ask about the organs!! hahaa!

Den proceeed to Bedok macs...
met them... 4 monkeys... heheh
so funny! yeaa! .... SHE gettin me a cream for my pimple...
hahaha! yes! yes! ... will soon be pimple free....

so tmr will end late... and what the hell am i doing online at this time man?!
oh god!.. i need my sleep... Good night people!

Feeza the Great @
7/10/2006 03:45:00 PM

hahaa! i so love u people can?!
thanks for coming la heh! hehe!
its okay la... the tickets are free aniway!
hahaa! so cool...
guess what people?!
we went for the NDP preview yest!!!!
i mean yesss! its NDP! we, ncc-ians are commenting on
the GOH somemore! wahlau thanks ehh feeq,rifah n eeeduh!
hahaa! and saya rasa amat gerbira dan bersyukur cannot make it sia!
lucky its only SAYA RASA TAK RUGI...

we are well known!!! yesss! WE! hahaa! appeared on suria!!!
dis u see? ... lols...

so after that.. we head to hafidah's bdae pit...!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FIDAH...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U.....!!!

Thanks heh fidah.. so yep! met yati der too...
wah.. they look so different...
aniways.. there was this BEDOK VIEW ( MASTER SARGEANT)
who took us during SEC 1 CAMp!!!
ohh god.. i saw her!!! yess! herr!!!!
Belo..!!! i saw her!!! its herr!!!
she still look the same!! i swear!!!
omg!!! hahaa! i think she's a clt too!!!
i miss her man! dindnt get a chance to talk to her!
but Yasir confirmed to me its her!!
ouh well... so we went home... after the FOOd...

ehh nuraL...!
i still think the asses look hot.. hahaa!
thats what happened wen we have ure camera rifah!
hohoho!

ok! gtg! have to go for some wedding shit now!!!

Feeza the Great @
7/10/2006 04:20:00 AM

Thursday, July 6, 2006

Here are some snapshots with my 3250!

402 girls!

402 full strength!

ill update more pics some other time ok?

Feeza the Great @
7/06/2006 04:30:00 PM

ehhh... hahaa!
im back recovering!
superman have saved the day!
wadda stupid show.. no end one...
Superman can fall sick meh? ..
can fall in love sumore? ... wahlau!
even a super girl like me cannot handle love!!
supermann!! help me.. im in lovee!!
hahaa! ouh please.....

aniways... now, school time table abit better la...
more time to relax and shit.. i mean.. its like shorter compared to before rite
mei hump? .. im sure u know it... rite Mei hump...
u'll always be my one and only Mei hump.. hahaa!
anihoo.... went to bedok just now...
we were talkin about DEJAVU...
ahh.. so scary... can u all not remind me of death? ...
i mean.. ya! lets talk about oral instead...
some peeps like takin oral tmr.. hahaa! so scarry!!

in class... it was my turn...
so i read la.. so confident like a news reader la.. hahaa! ( they saed)
but den rite... the word " keperibadian" dunnoe become wad also...
den i shouted "ahhhhh!" " tak boleh la cikgu... hati saya gelisah.. hahaa! cikgu nak
saya ulang lagi tak?" hahaa! so i read the thing like over and over again like 3 times??
hahaa! so gagap man!! dan nervous la! shits!

funny ehh while blogging... evrytin i laughed about in school
seems to be fresh in my head... like for example...
i knoe Soyah DARKEST secret....
wanna know what? ...
cannot la.. its a secret what! ape jekk! tak malu ehh krg!

ouh well... tired... havent pack my bag!
im going hq tmr!!!
can i not go? ... so FAR!

im missin u ever single day.. do u know? ..

Feeza the Great @
7/06/2006 03:17:00 PM

Monday, July 3, 2006

Emotional breakdown
im crying as im typing this...
Time past and go...
Its so fast...
Now that the days is gone....
I just hope that the fiendship
we made stay strong

2 great events subsequently.
friday the 30th and saturday the 1st.

FRIDAY.......
Youth day cum be yourself day organized by the 402!
a TOTAL SUCCESS EVENT. Thou the tears and anger, we worked and achieved what we wanted. The bond we made ws totally out of our expectations.
402 worked together. Finally. This is our final year together and may we treasure the moment. How life would be after O's would depend on all of
you...anihoo.. i was touched by the respond of the Ping Yians.
It was a great experience for me to be the M/C.. hahaa! mapek sak!
ouh well.... i screamed, i shouted on the microphone! hahaa!
gee... i was actually wondering la why did i volounteer to become the M/C?
I have stage fright right? ... right? .... hahaa!

Oh yess!!! maybe i have overcome it already!!!
hahaha! The morning tself... believe it!
i saed the Singapore plede.. school values and Ncc Pledge!
ME standing infront of the whole school.. hahaa!
Its an honour la... celebrating the NCC Day once a year..
this id the 4th year celebrating it... after this.. im stepping down already!
May all the knowledge is passed down to the next generations!

Tears still rolling...

1st july is Ncc Day and Syf. hah.
My most prestigious and happening moment.
US in no.1 uniform... marching in the GOH...
guess this gonna be my first and my last...
opportunity only come once in a lifetime rite? ...
i would have break down on the day itself...
but i tahan. haha! cannot make it la...
The crowd.. the scream... so cool... it may not make a big
impact on other... but to me.. wow! haha! sigh....
from the day i joined ncc.. till now....
all the events i participated... the awards.. the rank... the badges... the landyard
and importantly the friendship and experience i made...
is something like no other....

Memories will never repeat itself...
i so love ecerything please!

why does tonight have to end...
why dun we hit restart... and pause it at
our favourite parts... we'll skip the good byess....

Feeza the Great @
7/03/2006 11:38:00 AM