hello,friends.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Hoho!

guess... guess... guess!
Like ok.. im now in the comp lab la doink
my coursework.. im damn shagged la...
like she ask to re-do my priorities again...
damn sick.. ahhh! im suppose to be finishing already... bahh!
see! now people around me are crying...
cos 1 cannot open the diskette...
the other one have to re- do all over again..
damn it! if i... i think i would cry too la...
wallau! im suppose to be going home now la...
but den... f&n ahh... always waste my time.. tats why!

so well... now hiding and not letting her read what im typing.. hahaa!
so.. aniways.. she's out la... go toilet.. dunnoe ahh...
shit man.. can i like cabot tmr... jus now.. theory like
2 hours+ already... den now... she stretching somemore!!!

FUCK.. FUCK! im damn tired...
if i dun do now.. i wont do at home...
i dun have the time.. its like i have tuition later..
and have some homework to do!!!! FUCK! again!
ahhh! like my brother gonna be at home...
means ill be doink my homework on the floor at the living room!
see... how hard my life is...!
so il guess... approximate, il sleep at 1? ...
ahhhhhhhh! FUCK!

tomorrow schooling.. again must be in school at 8 and end at 4.. i bet its gonna
be like today where she will stretch it.. FUCK!
means i have to bring more food into class....
eating is the best way to relieve stress!!!!

so well... im still here while i actually need to sleep!
once again! FUCK!
ive been lacking of sleep la nowadays!

Feeza the Great @
5/31/2006 08:19:00 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

hectic. Ting!

suppose to be studying for malay paper tmr...
well, yeah. i did.. but guess, some rest is needed.
The dictionary is too thick.
The songs are too much.
the notes are too wordy.
and the stories are too dull.
too tired..

Friday, had ncc training...
cadets are still cadets..
they do what they like and think what they think is right.
hoping that whateva happens, does not reapeat itself again.
if it does.. den id rather step down now den to waste my voice
and energy on u people..

saturday..
syf training
wake up on damn morning.
at 5. waiting to have a grat day ahead.
but pathetic 7 people turned up.
how can i nt be dissapointed.
This always happens when maam is not around..
cos.. ure afraid right? .. i knew it!
i fucking have no mood about the attendance.
but oh well, i enjoyed with the presence of the other 6.
thanks for coming people. the trip there and back
was a wonderful one. u people made my day. thx.
so well, go makan2 at Pr. cun rmbr the name of the place la...
here are some pics of today.

.. i dun wanna speak these words..
cos i dun wanna make things worse!
why does tonight have to end,
why dun we hit the start and pause it at our facvourite parts.
we skip the goodbyes! ....

Feeza the Great @
5/28/2006 09:46:00 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

yeh! yeh... My class organising the biggest event of the year!
its BE YOURSELF DAY! it's a day where u get to dress up to school
and show your style! you may be the winner of the day!
it is celebrated on 30 june youth day cum be yourself day!

Be happy la people... its not gonna be dull and dead...
cos u wanna know why? .. cos we are organising it!
come on! 402 is the best class... eps. wen im in it!
okla.. my job is to plan for the food... hahaa! here come my f&n skills!
lols... but watchout for the food cos its gonna be finger-licking good!
hahaa! awww.... so touching! haha

So today.. was a boring day! dull.. sleepy.. tiring... boo!
as in, in school la... school ends at 1.30!~
so made a plan with my primary school friend.. again, so sweet!
hahaa! babe, u very funny ehh! da lame tak jumpe pun masih same!
sorry la if i came late.. u told me to go home first mah...
so cannot help it.. once home must mandi...
so we talk.. talk.. crap... about the past...
u ahh! so obsessed with my phone! come on la.. its just a phone!

so reached home at 6+ ...
once again.. jus cannot help it with my eyes...
so took a nap... woah!

so now, i dunnoe what to do...
suppose to study for malay la.. but, i got no mood...
its either i continue sleeping or jus spend time on the computers..
ok. that answers why i dun watch the Tv often.. hahaa
Listening to malay songs now...
improving on my malay can? ...

ehh! ALPHA 3 crosse my mind la...
miss u people.. hahaa whee~

TO MY GREEN, U TAKE CARE DURING URE TRIP TO YUNAN.
WISH I COULD GO AND BE THERE WITH U..
HOW WONDERFUL... M SORRY BUT I HAVE TO DO MY O LEVEL PAPER.
MAYBE WE HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE TO TRAVEL NEXT
TIME SINCE U MISSED THE IPOH PERAK TRIP..
ITS OKAY.. U KIRIM SALAM MISS TEO ALSO..
TAKE GOOD CARE AND TO THE OTHER NCC GIRLS GOING..
MISSIN U ALL... HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME OFF THERE SHISHI

Feeza the Great @
5/25/2006 09:13:00 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Ncc Mutual today! gosh!
Girls.. i really have nothing to say..
how bad can u all do man? .. u could have done better? ..
u know about it right? ... i never scolded u all doesnt mean its correct...
i never like to scold.. u hardly see me scolding right?
cos i promised myself to be myself... not because of the rank...
i dun get USM to scold u all.. but seriously, u could have done better...
USM is just my post.. MASTER SARGEANT is jus my rank...
but it does not give me the right to punish u all..
so u all better do well for the next mutual....
There are some failure.. thats all i can say!

so well.. here are the detail for ncc girls.. lookout!

24'05'06
u all have to collect ure no.1 for the syf
meet me at the canteen at 2.
wear whateva is comfortable cos ure gonna take ure sizes all there..
Bring ure ez links along cos transport is not provided...
ok? ... have ure lunch first!

26'05'06
There will be training this friday!
i want full attendance!
absenties will be taken note of and be dealt with...
better come... cos this might be our last training...

27'05'06
SYF rehearsal!
it will be at the national stadium..
therefore, i want u all to meet at bedok phonebooth at 6.15 am!
this is no joke.. late comers will be left...
cos we have to reach hq by 8!
remember.. if we take the bus.. we have to walk all the way in...
and u know that sucks right.. so better come early...

actually i got alot more pictures to store from my phone.. but it just wont get
connected.. so pain.. hahaa! i wonder how we do it...
so well.. bahhh!
im tired... Malay intensive is really sucky!
but cool in other sense!

im hurt by ure actions..
and why do u have to do this to me and make me suffer? ..
why? .. it may be a simple sorry...
but the cut in my heart? ... who gonna heal it? ... how?

Feeza the Great @
5/23/2006 11:32:00 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

hohoho! many things to update!
Saturday and Sunday!
1 + 1 = 1 ... yess teacher!

SATURDAY

hmm... was at home whole morning..
meeting the rangers to celebrate ms green's bdae..
so met up with, rifah, idah and belo...
as usual, i was late.. hahaa!
im not feeza if im never late.. whee~
so we met in the train at the head.. and not the pantat!
cos rifah was banned to say the word pantat.. hahaa!
so we planned to meet at the head instead..
we reached city hall, met aliff, Didi and the green girls ( ria & sarah)
hahaa! ... so headed to suntec.. as in the Fountain of wealth..
funny la.. so met up with Iman Nashohah, Farhan ( yellow), yuhtee ( stresso), rafeeq ( orange) ..
so these 9 people did he dedication shit for it to appear on the water..

To ms Green, im realli sorry.. all the " where are u" was their plan.. hahaa!
i didnt mean to main2.. hahaa..
i was with them all the while.. hahaa! and u really thot i was
really with my mum? ... u know what, i actually drop alot of
clues when u n me were talking when u reached..
remember.. i TER-mention belo n eeeduh's name like dozens of time la..
so funn!!! aiyooh! i thot u could figure it out..
diyanah, wasnt the dedication suppose to come with the song? .. hahaa!
wasted seh! when we sing, nothing pop out... and about the eeeduh's voice
that ms green heard... hahaa! so funny...

So when the song and dedication were showed, Didizulqarnain,Fadly,Nur Atiqah, zahidah,
Nur Elfira came with the cake!! hahaa! happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to You!!

She cried..

So Sweet..

So tak Disangka-sangka...

so the 16 0f us took photos together and crap around...
whee~ the outing was great.. a gathering session for the ranger and soon to be rangers...

soon, it was time to go home!!
didiZulqarnain and the chocolate, chocolate.. milk, milk...
hahaa! finally!!! i swear it was dumb.. hahaa!
and the suckiest part was the hailing of the cab...
so long can.. so reacged home at 11 sharp..
after the long Nag.. lols.. who cares..
time to sleep aniway! =)

SUNDAY

Today is like suppose to be my religious class exams... Lols
but i did not turn up due to BIG WALK..
hahaa! so fun! more den 10 Km la!
leg cramp can.. and i got blisters due to improper shoes...
aduhhh... and saw Zaz and her family members!
hahaa! Play cheat ehh! never walk! hmph!
sukerr ehhh! i wld have drag u along if we go as friends!

afternoon, went to a wedding in woodlands...
saw mdm anisaa can... she was like " u are in the what cca rite"
" ouh ya.. im from Ping Yi" feeza replied.. hahaa! so not related...
" what are u to this family?" she asked
" errr.. mum's friend" hehee! i was smiling all the way introducing her to my mum...
wahlau! so unexpected la...

Den go to grandma's house! yeaa...
so long since i came.. last was like last month la...
hee! kla.. im like telling everything in detail la...

So tomorrow, school starts...
so weird.. everyone keep asking what to bring..
hahaa! like as thou the year have end! hahaa!
ouh shit... malay paper like this week la!!
nvm... bahhh!

okayy! im gonna watch singapore idol...
LOOK OUT FOR ME!~

wheee~

next death case in school

adorable Red and cute white =)

the crow and the cow owns this place

Romantic GAY couples.. iman n berny!
sorry ah iman.. ure video cannot be uploaded

Our coolest silhoutte can!

Mosquito!

Stresso aka Yuhtongsampah and stressa

my hairstyler!

Eeee! me and my orbit hairstyle!!!!
( oops... im suppose to say nice and not touch it.. later my hairstler marah! )

Feeza the Great @
5/22/2006 10:55:00 AM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

hahaa! guess what?!
Jus now was our Cross Country! wahh!
Its like 4.2 km around the reservoir la!
im like under the competative runner which means i have to
finish up the whole course within 45 minutes.
But some Losers, end the run like few hours later...
why? .. because... we only ran like for only 0.2 km?
hahaa! perrfect examples.. Our 402 peeps was the best!
Me, Naz, Nette, Sharlene waited for Soyah for our bags!!
den we met up with Mira n Jannie! we were singing al the way to the end point..
Baa Baa Black ship la... i believe i can fly la... and especially beloved song rite Nette?

So we went to makan2 at century square..
talking about our promp.. Yaya was soo exited about it la...
planning bout the chalets and shits.. Lar....
Like come on! finish up ure O level first can? .. so funny!
so we were again the noisiest bunch at the mall...

They all agreed that GIRLS should turn LESBIANS
because GUYS are such LOSERS!
hahaa! so we watch the lesbanism show in youtube at the comp there!
hahaa! so funny! imagining stuff.. lols

we den agreed to cut our hairs together.... but...
there was no shops that offer cheap prices...
so we decided to drop at bedok and have our hair cut...
so Cut & Curl.. here we gooo0o0!!!!!
im sorry but my hair took the longest....
isnt it cool... and we saw the replica of the 2 gays we saw at the blog!!!
so similar! me n Yaya was like " isnt that them" hahaa!

so Soya looked like a strawberry, lynette so punkie, Belo so feminine [ NOT ] hahaa! and me
so rubbish! so Minahfied i think.. they say i don't but i dun care!
i always hate my hairstle each time i finish cutting it.. hahaa
Can't wait till it grows and preparing for the promp night! Lols
decades more to go!!

To u know who, i'll pay back my debts of $30 as soon as possible.
im really sorry for what i've caused.. i really think u have change...
but all it has never change deep down inside of me...
u r still as beautiful in my heart... i just want u to know, that
i dun wan this " fight" to go on la... im really sorry...
i may be wrong in certain extend den may u accept my apologies...
i was never always right and is never perfect...

To ah Nette, i very tired la doing the schedule.. hahaa
how come change to no.4 took 1 hour? hahaa
wah piang! cannot make it...

To fiza, i may not have contributed much for the spect course thing...
i'll try to atend the mutuals thingy and take the score for mutual
in school on tuesday if im allowed to skip my lesson...
To my part C's, dun be afraid.. im sure u all can make it...
May u all enjoy the camp.. hehee!

To nazurah, i hope things are going well... do consider ure every choice cos making
a wrong choie can affect u..

To miss GREEn, hehee! just wanna say an advance Birthday!

To miss Epok-Epok, hahaa.. i miss u... now i sell lopez.. get it fast before it finishes!
whee- hahaa

oklaaa...

i miss u.. just want u to know... u will nvr be replaced...

Feeza the Great @
5/20/2006 01:20:00 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

im missing school...!!

i so wanna know my results.. i wanna know how i fair for them..

good news, no results was given just now..

so cool.. naz and soyah were not in school when im not..

had to attend to my granduncles death.. may he be blessed by god and go to heaven. Insyaallah! he looked so calm.. He got a heart atac at around 12.45am yesterday after going to the toilet.. when he came out, he was attacked by heart attact.. so everyone thot it was normal and brought to hospital. he was announced dead at 2+. i was wokened up in my sleep and had difficulty to get back to sleep. i so looked like a panda now! stayed there till 5+. damn tired.. AND guess what, tis is my first time going to the cemetry.. but i didnt get close to the graveyard cos my mum cun get in.. having menses.. bahh! so no gang to tag along with.. hahaa! and its like, so hot there.. really! heard comment like " even when ure standing hile playing a golf under the sun, its not as hot as this" so i can imagine la.. woah!

so now.. yeahh! im back...

im really deprived of sleep la... damn shagged... tomorrow is like cross country la...stooopid! im so not running... no! never! im just helping to help our house gain participation points. that's it.. hahaa! if i run, like i can ever turn out to be top 5. so im meeting soyah at 6.50 am at Pasir ris sec school bus stop... so hmm... ok! no plans after that.. someone yet to confirm with me yet if i can come down to teach.. if not den.. il guess il just bite my tongue n shut up for the rest of the day at home...

ehh nette! hahaa! booO! n dawn, its ok.. try harder k? most importantly is ure COP.. not the result k? .. gee....

so now.. still changing my blog skin.. so sad... still not working out as desired.. shit!

Feeza the Great @
5/18/2006 11:39:00 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

To my Atiqah. she said this.
I will NOT marry cos im AFRAID to have SEX!
So cute. So funny!

To my cow. She said this.
I WANT to marry cos i think its FUN and i WANT a baby boy!
So weird. hehe

So guess what people?! Exams OVER!
Not totally.. but can la.. need some break!
HAVE A KIT- kaT!

ok! Lame. just now, was considered our first day of break..
but some teacher tend to break our mood..
tomorrow was suppose to be a break for us... But NO!
she wanted us to come back to school and finish up our Coursework..
sucker man she. jus as simple as saying NO HOLIDAY!
brrr!!! so must be in school at 8. bodoh kan..

So just now went to play POOL.. with the gang!
ouh yess.. big gang.. hahaa! hmm... break...

Missing all the people out there..
the people of numeries...
the primary school gang...
the people i met during any camps
ahh... so missin miss miss all...

bahh! i cun seem to transfer the pictures in my phone!!!
so much thing to say about the picturess!!! hahaa!
wahlau! 0o0o0o0o0o0lalalaaaa.....

Feeza the Great @
5/17/2006 01:06:00 PM

okay. now i must change my style.
my background so cute.
Not exactly. but can make it.
i wanna stay with this for at least a week..
tonite ive been changing skin for about 5 times?
believe it.. im still awake sorting out shits.. hahaa!
Nites

p.s- the post b4 this has some error.
so just ignore.. hat is why it went out of the box! =)
peace ekh!

im really am sorry

Feeza the Great @
5/17/2006 01:18:00 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006

hahaha! LYNETTE!!
In pure geog, do u know there is no such thing as hot are rises and cold air sinks?
hahaa! that are all memories.. no such thing in pure...
wind occurs when there is a difference in pressure gradient.. hahaa!
so funny... rather then lit, it is all fated.. all the names and the names... wahlau!
repeated all over and over and over again...
DEATH WILL NEVER BRING US APART! hahaa! so shakesphere..

And so.. never been blogging for so long.. Thanks peeps for the Tags..

Today is mother's Day.. yeaaa...
i love love love u so much... Never get u anitin yet...
dunnoe what to get liow.. so i blanja u eat can? .. hee...

THURSDAY
went to study with the clan at Changi airport... ouh, we so did study...
study on our past and looking forward for the present.. yea rite!
hmm, sharing of our thoughts was great.. esp. special and greatefull thanks
for the FOOD and CHOCOLATES.. i love it la. and to lynette, hahaa!
the PACE STICK was
a great help for the syf.. hahaa! how can we forget hormat mann girl? ... weird...
and so, our 2 stewardess was great... we TRAVEL through WATER... Interesting heh!
Very potential stewardess... one who dances and one who speaks malay damn well..
"Selamat Datang Ke Singapura" hahaa! credits to the host... Bush begum! haha!
okok.. damn lame... got back at 8 and yess!
I got my WHITE adidas! wheee!

FRIDAY
no plans today.. suppose to go Malaysia.. hahaa! but i woke up late..
see, its my fault again... went to eat at arnold's.. hmm, yum2!
SUPPOSE TO TREAT MY MUM FOR MOTHER'S DAY, but, forgot to bring
my wallet.. hahaa! so i went to Singapore Expo after that...
wanted to park the car.. and that the parking lot was damn full.. so a fight was
about to occur cos there is one empty lot and that 2 cars are fighting for it..
my car and another malay man car.. hahaa! we were facing each other and the
lot is on the right side.. no one move and gave in. so we waited in the car for about
15minutes.. hahaa! my mum doesnt care cos we got so much time to waste.they gt
old people inside.. hahaa! so like we care... we came first ok! so at last, we won!!!
V-I-C-T-O-R-y! hahaa!
i saw syed Azmir there.. hahaa! and cheers to angkashah.. miss u peeps...
ingat jugakk kau kat abang aku ehh.. do we look the same? my god! no!!

Saturday!
the gym is calling! hahaa! headed down to the gym with ashley...
hmm... see, workout do help.. i love the gym la.. next time we go again..
need to loose some flabs! hehee!
Not much to talk about la.. damn tiring...

im sorry people if i have not been updating my blog.. hahaa!
exams period liow.. haha! 4 more papers to go...
GEog rawks! i only got 25/40 for mcq.. guess tats very bad..
need to work harder for Paper 2
tomorrow.. shuts!

To my green , im missing u.. where have u been...
its that i dun see u in school.. but i can feel that something and someone is missing
cos i will always see u around but i didnt... Muacks! im officially white, green!

ure forgiven

Feeza the Great @
5/15/2006 03:39:00 AM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Long time since i used orange to blog.
i so love this colour.. ( hint-hint)
hahaa! .. okayy! suppose to sleep now.. but, friends
keep me busy typing on the comp. what friends are for..

so wel, chemistry paper today suck like shit...
what i studied never come out...
so now i know.. all this topics, must study starting
from the back.. cos or else, im so losing out...
cos i didnt have the time to revise the alkane, alkene all that shit..
so screwed.. fewh!

ouh, ma'am teo called me.. hmm... so
well, after giving her the proposal...
GOOD news, she accepted our proposal with no comments.
BAD news, she doesnt want the camp fire and that it is shortened to
2 days and 1 night. hahaa! ok..
so well, need to meet up with lynette later to plan all over again..
so boring can.. and its like only 2 ays la.. i bet things gonna rush like shit..
hahaa! ... so who cares, till this things are done... il wash my hands already...
no more planning for training, no more nothing...
but i still love ncc... duhh errr... actually got few
more trainings la.. but must make everyone love us and lovable me.. love
love love.. will try to love love love evryone.. hmm... let me think... hahaa!
i dunnoes if i can ever love lovable them like i love lovable myself..
what toking me? ..

ok, meeting them later at airport....
study- study! i hate the literature/art peeps man!
its like so easy job.. art no need to study.. lit is like knowing the stry and vomit everything out..
Like im taking geog and f&n.. both are like facts la! ouh shit!
damn! damn! mae me love geog once again..
bahh.. 2 more hours before meeting them...
i need a breask man! SLEEP! ...

ehh... yar... Miss Teo will be around so rangers, i dun think
u all can drop by to give them a scare or anitin...
Wheee~ CUTE AS CAN BE...
CUTENESS...
SCARENES..
CLUMSINESS
SLEEPYNESS!!!!...

Feeza the Great @
5/11/2006 02:45:00 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

nyahahaa! ... home so early today...
so! Eeeduh, i lied on my comfy bed with the cuteness bears
and Penguins ... while u! in ure school had to wait
an hour for lecturer for project which last for 1/2 an hour..
hahaa! i feel so dumb.. so aniways, im here k babe!
and YOU! went offline without informing me...
give me back my epok-epok!! =)

so today.. bio paper 2 and geog paper 1~
hahaa! LOVE Geog paper... had fun doing it..
rare to hear some monkey/crow/fish saying that paper was fun...
YEaa! First time rite! CONGRATS people! =)

Biology was screwed la... dun talk about it..
the paper consist of instructions.
ME the CUTE one.. never read the " beautiful instructions"
so i did the whole paper whereas im suppose to only choose 2 out of 3 question..
the CUTE one here basically doesnt know how to fishing do the first question,
but ahh... shit! hahaa .. she did.. so NOW the fishing teacher gonna take he marks for the first 2 questions.. so unfair.. i did the last one with whole of my heart..

hahaa! good news... heard there's a white adidas watch in bedok..!!!

Bad news... no money! hahaa

so well.. so hot... im hot..! yes raymond.. i reapeat, IM hot! hahaaaa

to my nunu, im know u are the most loyal to my blog thesedays..
im so loving u.. hahaa! 4 years we have been together..
no one can seperate us kan nunumating? ...

to my green.. oh! dun get jealous...
ure still the best mater so far...
no one else better in mating then u...
You are Great man!

To nunu... please dun target me again..
im soinnicent...

to green.. u must be the mastermind...

To both... green is the Mater... Im the mated one... nunu, ure the action of green n crow!
= to nunumating!! hahaa ...

yeynesss! mission accomplished...

Dawn, i blogged about u! herre!
I miss u! thanks teacher! =)

i miss everything about u!

Feeza the Great @
5/10/2006 05:42:00 AM

Sunday, May 7, 2006

i love my 3250!

why? .. cos i just love it...

can i blog about my green today? ..

green.. since ure green.. i decide to blog in green..
i dunnoe how to say this.. but i jus cant seem to see
anitin on white in ure blog.. white feels very hurt..
hehee! green... how now?

i promised to blog about u after u blogged about me. ( white)
but nevermine.. since i love u , i blog on u now.. hehee!
cos im free now aniway... not exactly.. but

heyy! shishi loves nunu mating but shishi loves white more...
Thanks for the drnk, the chocolate, the smile, the laughter and
the name.. i love.. love.. love.. love.. ove.. love.. love..love..love..lovee
you miss green aka maam shishi.. =)

bang! bom! ahhhh! wheee! yehhh!
okay! im out of sounf effects...
till we meet again di lain kesempatan...
so long and good evening! =)

i miss u.. you make me wanna lala

Feeza the Great @
5/07/2006 05:50:00 AM

Saturday, May 6, 2006

One tissue please!
my nose is running... !

i think the malay paper was ok..
but somehow i got it screwed.. careless..
i never check the paper...
was too sleepy so i slept halfway through the paper..
i end the paper like 1 hour early la if i were to do it straight
on the answer sheet... but then, i wasted time by doing it on the paper
itself before transfering it to the answer sheet... i tell u ah, i write slowly
and damn neatly la.. i never have the heart to that that la in normal days..
too lazy to hold the pen...

cos my usual hand writing will be this way tilted but going in the other direction and
5 degress down someore.. for those who are not use to my hand writing needs to
tilt their head to the left in order to read it...

aniway, who even care about the comments i receive from people..
i like it that way.. so i do it that way... then if u really hate it... teach me to write
straight but fast.. ok. lame.. but seriously.. what to do... maybe im born " senget"
ok! TAT SOUND WRONG... =)

oh where oh where can my baby be...

cos there's nothing else to do...
every me and every you..

i miss u !

Feeza the Great @
5/06/2006 02:24:00 PM

Friday, May 5, 2006

hehee! today starts my paper... wallau...
english paper.. hahaa! The best part is compo la..
so many things i can imagine of.. haha
ouh well... its about the anger...

so well... the storyline was taotally stoopid...
firstly.. i just came bek from school la.. its like late already...
around 5 plus.. so i was shagged la...
i was actually expecting food when i reach home..
but nothing was on the table..
sadness.. and no one was at home..
my brother was never at home.. he treats home like
a hotel room eversince dad passed away.. hahaa
ok lame.. den... my mom have not been coming home
recently.. so i was sad la... no one to turn to...
hmm... no food at home and the best part.. my
mum did not left any money for me to eat...
see... so cruel! ishk..ishk..ishk..
so that nite.. i wanted to go to study with my friends..
but my mum didnt allow me to..
so i got damn angry and run out of the house without
caring about what she saed..
" why must i care for what she saed while there is no0ne to even care about me"
hahaa! STRONG STATEMENT HEH!
so well... and then... while i was walking down the road...
i saw my mom KISSING a guy.. aww!
so then my heart breaks into a thousand pieces...
hahaa! so well... the storyline ended like this....
"so this was the reason why u dun let me out?"
"so this was the reason why brother wasnt at home all the time?"
"and so this was the reason why ..... u did this to me"...........

hahaa! so well.. that is how it ended...
ok .. stoopid...

so i went to the library to study my damn bio...
jus prayin that at least something gets into my head..
ahh.. ohh well... got to go... bahh.. hehee

tmr's malay paper...
so gotta mug the whole nite memorising the PERIBAHASA!

till then...
selamat jalan dan selamat meninggal...

Feeza the Great @
5/05/2006 12:58:00 AM

Tuesday, May 2, 2006

May dayy! may day!!
so today holiday la..
call it a holiday.. but not..
gotta prepare for exam...
once again.. no! so much homework to be done..
ahhhh.... coursework especially...
so no doubt of you seeing me online often.. bahh..

so well... suppose to go out and study with someone..
but since its May day.. family come as first priority..
so its okay... made another plan... but had to be cancelled cos
when u need to memorise stuff, its better to do it alone..
so its ok once again.. jus need a brak from all the work..
so blogging is the best choice...

so i learnt how to save songs into the phone! yeaaa!
thanks to my cuzin! hahaa! credits to the songs.. =)

now am doing my f&n coursework..
damn tired thou i jus start..
woke up at 9 jus now.. i wonder why i cant sleep in
times where i needed sleep the most? .. cos when school open,
im always lacking of sleep.. yea! nowadays,
its VERY COMMON to see me sleeping in class...

Tuition tonite...
yeaa.. call this a holiday...
tuition homework? ...
ahhh... MORE of a HOLIDAY!
right.....

turned crazy yest nite..
im just wondering..
am i contradicting myself..
im in state of denial..
cry and laugh? .. so which? ..
im really sorry..
i didnt mean to...

i missin u...

Feeza the Great @
5/02/2006 08:10:00 AM

Monday, May 1, 2006

happy... happy.. happy!
its like a dream coming true la.. haha
i got the phone that i dreamt of la..
wooohooo! believe it or not...

#@%).. hahaha!
i mean.. 3250!
3250... 3250..3250..3250..3250..!!!!

hahaa.. yess that phone...
the one can turn2 that one..
ya!!! the cool and the coolest one!!

so yeaa... i got it! wonderfuL!
i mean.. really wonderful..
my bro is like damn jealous cos i got it before him...

so aniway, today my cuzin got engaged..
yepp.. engaged.. so cool...
its fun to see people being happy...
but was spoilt due to a comment that she received by a lady
on the guys side... that says " you better wear the tudung"

wallau.. its like this kinda thing shld not be forced la..
its up to a person to do it or not...
you tryin to say that.. nice of you... but reflect on ure side...
most of them are not even wearing la..
a day where a person shld be happy, u bring up this matter...
i understood her la..
she was upset la... i would also be sia if i were in her shoes...
aniway.. i want that 80 bucks !! hahaa! soo cool...

so yea.. updating stuff into my new phone...
dun be jealous! hahaa
whee....

Feeza the Great @
5/01/2006 12:07:00 AM