hello,friends.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

ehh.. i just opened the cd of the supernumerary and the challenge quest.
wahlau.. loads of candid shots taken la... shoepid... i hate it wen
people take candid shots of me.. most of the time its imperfect..
or rather shall i say.. i am never perfect.. well no one does la.. but still...
can be improved like... can jus ask me to stand still and take my photo
instead rite.. just hopin the cd wont be passed around to the ncc peeps la..
or else.. reputation drop sia!!

now im wondering.. why cant i put in any photos...
thats so screwed.. wahlau.. see...
when i got the mood, things jus dun go the way i want it to.
this is sickening man... life been great.. but suck at times...
it usually happens when someone jus go againts ure way..
ya.. people got their own way.. i admit.. but at times.... it have to go ure way man.
this is unfair.. and ending up its ure fault? ... more unfair..

some people dun wanna mention who...
blame me for what hapened...
she saed she understand me and understand what im going through...
are u sure u know me well? ... i dun even knoe u n der u are...
everyone have their own problem..
as for me.. i need time to recover.. jus give me time..
and u.. keep bothering me with ure smses..
u promised to sms me less often.. but wen i dun reply.. again, u saed its my fault..

yeah... some people may know who im referrin to...
some people know why i hate this person so much... and im sure
u know why... and reali sure u dun like it too...
really2... wats her problem man? .. i cant accept the fact that u are using wrong
words to express ure thoughts.. it all sounds like my fault.. now ure getting a
wrong idea of me.. jus because u wanted to be my god sister...
everyone know i dun fancy this kind of shit.. i dun fancy kids man..not that i dun.. i jus cant...
its just me.. im too used to talkin to people older den me and not wayyy younger than me.. n furthermore..
ure like 3 years younger!!! and ure behavior is totally kiddy man... i dun mind
those matured ones and have the same mindset.. and tats so not u!!!
yess la.. i may be playful... my behavior i can mention is not so mature la..
but.. i know my limits la... wahlau... i jus cant.. just cant.... get the fact that its not that i dun care bout u, i do but ure jus gettin on my nerve! jus buzz off my life..

u want to end our relationship? ... since when do i have a relationship with u? ..
thats the main question...! i didnt ask for it.. u did...
so shuddup and go away! i dun bother to reply ure msges animore...
and why did u even msg me in the morning jus now/ .. guilty? ..
i guess so.. cos im way much ure senior... me too wld feel guilty if i were to do that...
im so not replying... jus remember.... u and me... nothing more.. ure just my cadet.
TaTs iT! ok. thankew!

ok.. now waiting for my mum to go outhmm... so sleepy... hahahaks! the pictures stil cannot be put in... so sian

Feeza the Great @
4/23/2006 06:34:00 AM