hello,friends.

Friday, June 16, 2006

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ouh well... things been goin fine lately.. i guess...
syf been a great one... school have been a fine one...
im mean everything fine la... but till a certain extend...
i dun wanna make this into a source base question la.. hahaa
sick of studies.. well, not exactly... have to love it la...
i mean.. i have to force myself... if not who rite else
wil rite? ....

so just now... went to hq la... followed the girls to collect their rank..
well done girls.. i mean... at least u all did ure best rite? ..
Nikili, dun get dishearted.. thou u did ure very best i can tell,
dun wory if ure not nominated... there's always next time.. fight for
senior spect... that's what happened to me... i did evertin durin spect course but oh well
it wasnt my luck la.. so wha to do.. i mean, i took the timing.. i took
the initiative to do this and that but i gt nhtg.. well, at least a nomination for me during senior spect was great enough.. hee.. the numeraru ( ADC) was maybe my luck...
it wasnt smtg im expecting for... but well, i did it....
so well, whwn its meant to be its meant to be...

tmr is the bbq... ahh... whateva.. im not sure if im going...
ouh wells... i'll try... i mean yeaa...
nevermine...

guess... i understand now... maybe.. well maybe...
i need more time for myself to recover....
things change within split second....
ice melt within minutes...
the friendship built is like forever? ..
i mean.. it takes a courage to say hi...
to ask for contact and start a conversation..
and for it to last for 1 year is a big deal ok...
but why its now goin with the flow...
argh.... whhy? .. if it can last for me from age 7 till now that im 16...
why is it not with u? .. bahh... i mean we're still friends...
but not the kind of friends which friends usually treat...
i dunnoe la... to say it down here, not exactly the same as how im feeling...
i can say thousand or even million of words in here....
but it wont have the same impact on what im exactly feeling...

For u know who... who went through the same thing as me b4...
thanks for being there and listening to me... i mean... ure the kind
of companion i needed...im sorry for u too... ure hurt.. and now...
im feelin it too... yeah.. guess, ure right.. we have to move on..
i have to be strong like u and that uve moved on.. im sure i can too..!
GREAT MIND THINK ALIKE HEH! =)

last minute call.. i need someone to go to the bbq pls...
anyone tagging along? ..

Feeza the Great @
6/16/2006 03:22:00 PM