hello,friends.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

12/06

im sick! sick! sick!
all the trust i gave...
but all ruined.. why are u hiding things away from me? ..
what have i done wrong?! ... why?! why!
i mean, i never had the intentions to hurt u...
never had any bad thoughts in my mind...
but all this fade away after the testi,the entries.. the everything..
u needed the time? ... for? ...
i mean, im the one who needs the time...
im the one who shld be recovering...
but u already had ure time.. yea.. not on me precisely...
My care for u never fade away.. i still love u the way i use to...
but why ure doing this to me? ...
well, am i way far lacking behind from what that person has..? ..
i mean.. its not like ive known u yesterday...
its okay to have new friends.. but u DONT forget the old ones once u have
the new one coming in... do u know how hurt i am? ..
all the msges i sent... the cries.. the scream..
all that are not for show and not an act ok..
it comes from the bottom of my heart...
i dunnoe why im writing it in here.. cos i want u to read!
i dun have any other ways to do it but in here...
i wish i cld tell u upfront... but well, no point...
we're not even meeting...
ure busy.. well yea.. i suppose...
i dunnoe.. i feel like breakin down but have no one to talk to..
i mean ure suppose to be here for me when i needed someone..
but Now.. i need that someone real badly but ure never here..
get what i mean? ... ouh well.. maybe this is my luck once more...
well... confidante heh... ouh well... im broken..
jus wanna say this once again.. haks for cumin into my life and
making a difference.. maybe, u made me realise the second time not
to give my fullest trust to anyone and end up not gettin the trust that u needed..
i Need my time.. my space.. but i never put u aside before...

i have nothing to talk about. really had a bad day...
well, whatever happens in life, happens for a reason...
im ready to accept u as usual if ure hearts open to realise how much our friendship worth.

Nothing can replace u...
ure speciaL the way u are

Feeza the Great @
6/13/2006 02:48:00 AM