hello,friends.

Wednesday, September 6, 2006

I tear my heart open..
I saw myself shut..
My weaknesses..
that i care too much..
the scars remind us..
that the past is real..
I tear my heart open.
just to feel...

life have been A-oook!
but however... im still missin those days...
trust me.. to whoever u know who...
im not losing hope... neither am i giving up on our friendship...
the conversation that night.. thanks.. i hope u get what i mean...
tell u the truth too.. i am missin u too.. how can i not... right? ...

you and me use to be together..
everyday together..
always..
i really feel..
that im losing my best friend..
i cant believe this could be the end....

dun speak and notice what u saying..
so please stop explaining
dun tell me cos it hurts
dun speak
i know what ure thinking..
i dun need your reasons dun tell me cos it hurts

our memories....

whenever the time gonna be..
wherever it may be.. i will still accept u like the way we use to...
yes. admits. things are very different... or rather awkward...
i believe u feel the same way too.. i dunnoe.. what causes it to be that way...
well.. time will prove everytin later... but at least...
i know.. knowing u is already enough to fill the gaps in my life...
but to have u near me... its a different thing..
ouh well... im sure u are thinking that im gettin close to her day by day...
cos hey.. she's my study partner alrite...
well.. im sure u trust me ya...
yes.. its obvious we are close... cos remember...
u told us to be study partners and stuff...
hmm... and she is definitly not the cause of the drift rite...
it was never her.. nor anyone that we may tink of.. i hope..

well, im living life day by day....
eat,sleep,mug,workout and stuff...
mugging everyday...
prelims is like already next week...
im still unsure of where im going...
maybe j/c? ...
maybe poly? ...
well.. maybe? ...... No....

was looking through my albums of the past few years...
i was a great flashback...
i can clearly tell what happened next...
wah... is this signs that im missin life before? ..
hmm.. well maybe.. but hey!!
gotta look ahead rite? ... maybe better stuffs are coming...

as this friend of mine... she said this...
" smile is the best medicine" hahaa!

read this from someone's blog..
" smile cos nobody knows who might fall in love with ure smile"

" SMILING" =)

hahaa!

This entry is kinda long.. cos i dun know when will be the next time im logging in...
This is lucky cos a luckystar told me to go online and tag her friends board....
diss all the words... haha! as usual.. im a gentle person.. my words aint harsh rite? ..
nop.. i dun mean to hurt anyone.. just a favour.. cos like come on.. i dun even know that girL!!! hahaa! ... well... hahaa! hope my brother doesnt read this.. or else.. the GF gonna kill me cos i blogged it out..! hahaaa!

going to mug again later... takin a time off now.. hahaa! listening to all the jiwang songs i can think off... hey! jiwang gerek ok! hahaa!

so what else.. yess... if u cant get through me online.. guess... juss drop me a call or text alrite! =)) whooooo-

what a beautiful smile...
can stay for awhile..
on this beautiful night.. make everything rite..~

to miss is a small word..
to show that u miss is a different thing...
any objections? ...

Feeza the Great @
9/06/2006 02:45:00 AM