hello,friends.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

My star sign says this today... :-
worried about a placatinga certain disgruntled party?
well, stop fretting- right now.
what u should be questioning is why you fee the need to take care of this persons emotional needs. is this a healthy situation...
ouh well..

went for a netball carnival... in bowen..
super morning.. Not enough sleep..
but had loads of fun.. photoss!! yayness!!

we had fun afterall... interchange gonna have 1 level of air-con.. really! yes! i mean bedok.. bedok now town what... =))

i swear my chest is killing me... to inhale and to exhale.. is totally hard i swear... im like forcing myself to breathe properly and ignore the pain.. its like a big punch on the chest laa.. and mu nose.. super duper irritating.. kept on running the whole day.. mungkin kesan sampingan.. nervermine... all this are for awhile.. my throat.. just like a slit by a knife man! ouh well... tmr is already fasting month.. guess.. endurance and patience is all i need.. waking up in 5 hours time to Chiak!! hahaa

To u know who... i've read ure entry.. thanks... yess.. The road that we took was never easy... holes and bums everywhere.. to reflect back the night that it all happen on me... it wasnt a total success.. but there were signs of change.. it takes time.. and how long im suffering.. guess... its longer than u... admit, the word MOVING ON.. was very simple at mouth.. but it wasnt easy for me... please dun tell me that uve taken that big step within a short period of time... until now.. im still not and i cun move on... but i still have these people... including u and all by my side supporting me... even i need them... and the person that i cry to all these days.. wasnt there for me.. prolly busy and stuff... to u know who.. i know how much that friendship to u is worth.. and u know u have found someone right and special.. i believe.. that someone.. will be there wen ure in need.. cos me too trust that person... being the middle person was never easy... wasnt my intetions and will never be.. but it just took us aback(vougue,bom and myself) that things are hanging.. guess u know us well... we never like to see things unsolved.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. and i believe neither party wanna be left hanging alone to one end of the string... to u know who.. this whole friendship thing is something that 3 of us wanna help out and stuff... gah! ( ouch.. my chest hurts) .. yah.. aniway.. back to the line again... yess... im strong on the outside.. but when it comes to friendship/relationship... im fucking weak.. i swear!! u know me well... whooo-
tag me when u read... leave ure name as smtg else ya! =) hoho... lets make it unknown to public for who u are... and whom im referrin to...

Feeza the Great @
9/24/2006 04:16:00 PM